mee n me

twelve oct

2009-10-11T22:01:00.000-07:00

once again my birthday has passed and i'm OLD :(

haha actually nothing much except for studying alot and taking weird photos haha

:D:D

thanks alot to all those who wished me haha :D

i'm old :(

but i have SIX candles on my cake.

i am STILL YOUNG! :D :D :D

haha did i bit of a 'reflection' now since i'm already so old.

i think 2009's a special year not because its an awesome year but i've done many many

FIRST TIMES :D

like really :D

haha iwannawritethemonapieceofpaperlestiforgetaboutthem :DDD

okay for intances like i errr

GOTTEN MY CELLO GRADE! :D

PERFORMED AT ESPLANADE! :D

GOTTEN GOLD WITH HONOURS WITH MY AWESOME CO :D

DRAGON BOATED :D

GOT MY BAG STOLEN D:

CLIMBED A DUMB MOUNTAIN IN MALYSIA :D

GOTTN A D7 FOR MY PHYSICS D:

---------------AND MANY MORE--------------

haha never write down all but yup this year's a year of many first times :DDD

exams gonna be over like YEAA!!!

long

2009-08-31T03:11:00.000-07:00

okay i know fairly well that i've not posted in a million years
HAHA
lazy mar.

this year's BYD was quite alright.
SC can be fun at times also haha :)
then uh uh
yar just did stupid things
act high all that.
and ZM came!! :D
with two AWESOME COOKIES FOR ME!!!
haha
she never use pre-mix :D
not bad not bad

and omg seeing that bloody idiot makes me wanna puke
canipuke canipuke canipuke
haha then went back my RSS with many people
cause got nothing to do.

i saw my TIAN LAO SHI there!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG
i at first was peeping into the CO room like got little kids holding 3-quarter cellos CHATTING away. HOW CAN! primary school SYF is next year and RSS did like shit in the previous one.
i was from
ART CLUB actually :D the school still hang those that i painted wor!!!
ok then yar then awhile later i saw my TIAN LAO SHI
SUPER SHOCKED!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

TIAN AH!! is this fate haha -.-

yar then i went orchard :D
but my contacts damn dry and my feet hurts from the walking whole day . -.-
so i went home rather early.

YELLOW IS NICE :D

holidays

2009-06-13T07:38:00.000-07:00

third week into the holidays!! :D

first was more of the ALTC haha damn funny. had fun with melissa and many many funny and cute sec twos in my group.
yay group ONE
i've got a nice tanline! :D

haha
week two well this week, like alot 'socialising' days haha
\never lock myself up and study :(
the main point is i had fun!
like the r5 chalet :)
just different from the r1 i'm in now :(
but it's okay. things will change for the better.
and umm hmm shared many things with jab!
haha when we talk always about the same topic -.-
and i made a list of
i should....
okay its a secret!! :D
haha
then umm gotten my grade time and venue and date? yea
cool.
super cool.

good thing is that its on the 31 july :D got many many time to prac all that
can get distinction!!!! :DD aim high high first

bad things is that it is right after 30 july :( the esplanade!!!
which means the concert will end late at night. lesser than 12 hrs i'm gonna go my exam!!!
OMG OMG OMG

anyway my entire life these months were full of cello. co. study. and the stupid turtle.
no life :( but quite okay
gotten used to bringing cello a few km across singapore from my house to the school :)
dont get blisters as often as i used to :)
but still got the dead skin on my finger due to vibrato ah ha! that i like to peel peel peel!!
PEW PEW PEW
PEEL PEEL PEEL
okay gross.

haha

go CELLO!

cello really do play an important part in me!! :D
the people.
the instrument that has a glorious history.
the nice songs i get to play.
the times i get to get in touch with my inner self.

okay why?
cause in this holidays i got a step further to understand myself better :)
ok its a bad thing.
i lack self-confidence.
the camelot instructor told me. i've seen it myself. believed in it. must jiayou!
my dear old cello--tian. she says that i am not daring. no confidence. must train.
all i could do was to whine at the stupid turtle... hai
haha

okok i can do it!
I CAN!!!
play to the ang moh and get distinction :DDD

co

2009-05-23T08:56:00.000-07:00

co again for this post.
eons ago since i posted.
yesterday was the party!! was simple though
quite sad that people are leaving and the important teachers not coming
but never mind we got ourselves! :)

i found that i really love my cellists!!! whoo hug hug
esp liying :D my water!!
BOILING some more hehe

ok and i was kind of sad and like a bit gan dong when weibin gave me the box of choc
i only gave him a BAR OF MARS -.- i very bad lor
but i got no time. i just rushed around the entire day. grabbed the mars at interchange.
so ya sorry.
though we two not like some super close friends, but it really did matter wor!!

cheers to welfare!!

i will miss him de!! :)

i must highlight this that alot people think welfare is rubbish -.-
but it really isn't.
:) must show pride!!

then err today sat got xiaoke
tian was screaming like hell
keep touching her heart.
should be high blood pressure.
keep saying we make her blood boil....
say our brains flooded with water so keep making mistakes -.-

then say what after exams dont want teach le
WTH!!
how can like that la!
but i keep laughing at her haha
i DONT KNOW TOO!!
but i must say this that since i start to learn cello, must continue on until the end of my learning journey---DIPLOMA!
its not really an aim but something that i should be responsible when learning things, right to the end.

so ya no matter how long it takes :)
excited!! can see my CACTUS on monday!
wonder how much have you grown
:)

mid years

2009-05-03T02:04:00.000-07:00

whoo!
mid years' are here! i am disgusted by the intensive practicing of math -.-
i see maths like can do
cannot do skip
tomorrow is english and chinese!!
so scared!!
i have never been afraid of language papers :(
cause my recent essay tests were horrid
like got alot alot EXP then she underline underline underline
if not is my second essay test, 13/15 for language but format wrong so i got 3/15
and i got 16/30!
wow wow
-.-
very sad hai

jiayou! like what fu sheng said! jiayou!
haha
study study hard hard pwn people :)

this week

2009-04-24T20:50:00.000-07:00

i've just woken up
a saturday morning.
day without dazu.

i dont know why and what the hell was i feeling when i went home on the bus after parting with my 'cousin' then i was happy and felt like i've lost something. WHAT feeling is this? -.-

this week loads of things happened which made me ponder about things.
things like tests, NASCO, SC investiture.

like tests right, not really alot la

NASCO ah, ALOT ALOT ALOT AH
then is like i have never realised and thought of that hey! the sec 4s are leaving.
the time before syf, we were just practicing like mad and did not bother.
then it was only after we played finished and waiting for bus then i realised that THEY ARE LEAVING!
the 'farmers' who planted me this 'seed' and i have sprouted like finally.
WHY?
why did they have to leave? it feels like last year again where i was puzzled for a period of time over this. yes though they'll come back, its just different.
i feel like i have lost something, people, nasco, the feeling and the fighting for GWH spirit.
things are just not there.
because they're all major events, the conquering of them is hard to accept. i dont really want to play cello recently or think about how the songs we played sounded like for it hurts to think about the loss of it.

another thing, last night investiture also made people, me, to ponder over stuff.seniors' leaving, i felt like they've been ripped of something they really loved with all their hearts. be it cca or sc.
take yiliang and kinwee and sheng han as example bah,

yiliang and kin wee were great leaders!
really! if not for them, nasco could have never made it.
teamwork is teamwork but there has to be a leader which stands out from the team to lead the team. kind of will miss them :( like at the EAST ZONE CONCERT recently, we got laughed at, we cannot start without a conductor. kin wee was the one who saved the awkward situation.

then i think the most important part of the one-hour investiture was sheng han's speech.
it was totally full of content unlike the rest's -.-
haha
it made alot of people teared.
he was sniffing too!
alright then it was like though he was stressful about the challenges and hardships he faced he also made it through! everyone knows that alot of people dont like him, but there were also tons of people who teared for him!

tsk tsk human nature is hard to define!

ok i'll better go study and GET HIGH MARKS WHOO!! :)

GWH

2009-04-23T04:33:00.000-07:00

i know i dont usually blog
but this time i am blogging for the sake of GWH!
alright that was yesterday.
it really was a tough, long arduous journey without doubt.
we all couldnt have done it without each other.
the laughter, anger, tears, disappointment... we've all been through them!!
really!
and i've learnt what was really really called tears of joy
like i used to think that happy then happy, laugh and smile, wont go to the extent of tearing.

tears of joy: uncontrolled flow of tears which comes automatically with joy!
i totally already start when at the 5th bar of shi cheng la !!!
haha
but i was thinking i cant cry cause i'm playing now hehe
then immediately went out i felt GREAT!
we played very very well!
even if we gotten lower than our expectations, in my heart it was LEAPS above GWH!
it was the spirit and love we put into which made it happen and sound awesome!

:)

totally crying my mad haha
my contacts never float!
i know some people sure dont like GWH but its ok cause what matters is that we have done what we ought to and are happy with it :)

thank you seniors!
zengmei junyan shumei huiyi catherine joel fusheng
and my batch!
huijie liying gracie

though we may have conflicts on how to play some parts or how to do maths! haha
i love you all seriously!
though we cant be 'together' forever, it was what we have had together that mattered :)

aww!!! what a moment!
i swear i'll never forget

23th APRIL 2009
GOLD WITH HONOURS

ps: i feel disgusted. why do my classmates can be so self-centred and superb muggers.
there is no need to mug do much for good results. marks are ink spread across impeccable sheets of paper in a particular way that some makes people happy.

three days

2009-04-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

look at the calendar!!
alright there is like apparently three days more to SYF of CO!
OMG OMG OMG
anxious anxious anxious

gold with honours!!!
we can make it!!
just have faith!
all these time the stress, the tears, the pain and exhaustness everyone has experienced.
i really feel for everyone!!
:(

like when people is upset, cry or feel stressed, i do too!
just jiayou!!
:):)

all these years' just for this fifteen min?
really is tai shang shi fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong
tsk tsk. indeed true.

i today had xiao ke and ya, played another new song.
after my tian demo-ed for us
i was like WOW
it was so amazing! so nice! so... ok there ARE flaws but the piece was simply AWESOME!
i'll work really hard!! be one of the best cellists in the world! HEHE
twenty years! i can make it de!!! :)
i had this sudden urge of feeling that thank clouds that i have the fate to meet tian.
she may be fierce, make alot of mistakes at times, but it is really my luck to have met her :) and to learn such an amazing instrument from her!! :)

i am really grateful!!

okok my point is, i regret like got a bit not loyal!! like was thinking of learning another instrument for fun. ok if i really do, i'll still love cello more! the MOST!

PS : today i saw this amateur cello girl after me and huijie, she was learning those simple simple songs la like long long ago. do do re me, me fa so, la so me....... (the first song i learned on piano in pri two :)) ok then i suddenly a bit like 'angry' in my heart cause my dear tian is being shared by a random girl >:( angry angry!!!

haha
how retarded luh me

NASCO JIAYOU!!
we'll all pull through!
we came as one, go through difficulties as one!!

wednesday fun!

2009-03-25T05:41:00.000-07:00

today had school and ya
skip skip

today right!!!
we learned new cheers haha
ok they're really HAHA~!
funny and retarded actions.
heeeheeee

ok then went bugis with claire to fix her ruan
and OMG!!
i see violin!
then i play play play
well i meant 'pose'
haha
cause the bow had no rosin
and i wanna play violin!!!
but the strings all out of tune :(
the position damn hard also hai

then we went shopping like walking about
singing songs of TAXPAYERS!
then ya went home :)
so tired and long day

2009-03-23T21:25:00.000-07:00

yay! us in the new library!

founders' Day

2009-03-23T21:07:00.000-07:00

ok yesterday, monday was founders' day :)
so fun!! haha
it was so tiring and memorable that when i woke up i can't remember what happened. Like a dream like that haha
ok ya, then went school
lessons till 12.30
then the most funniest thing was that i screamed in amath
SO EMBARRASSING!
haha
it was like, we kept talking about ghost stories and i was begging jab to tell me one
then ok ok she finally told me
scary!!! i screamed when the whole class was so quiet and copying notes luh :(
then mrs wee immediately say JABRINA!! YOU TELLING HER GHOST STORIES AH!!
then the whole class just keep looking at me then stun -.-
then see us keep laughing then we WHOLE DAY till at night still keep telling everyone about the story see their reaction HAHA

okok
then after school went home
then bathe and did a little amath and went school! :)
then went school i realised i did not eat breakfast nor lunch, which explains why was i famished!
then play play play go sports hall and went down again then lalala
ate this revolting dinner, a few mouths only then got a call!! :) i can do duty!
its like so so fun :)
cause last year also cause perform i never do duty
i like to do duty!
with my fellow scs :) AWW so sweet right
then then
borrow blazer, borrow pants from claire(very big) borrrow skirt from christine( the hook spoil so use hairclip) and borrowed tie too :)
then
i am ready to do duty!!! :)
ok retarded haha my tie was a major problem the whole day! cause my blouse got no buttons at the collar
ok then do duty :)
so fun la!
talk talk talk and play finger games :)
haha though it was REALLY HOT
then ya finished already go new library and guard!!! :) so shiok
haha the aircon.
then lalala up and down up and down then go perform le!!
i skipped alot details :)
then ya no comments just that if yesterday was SYF, in my opinion not good yup
ya then go back cds. leimee still talk alot shit. CANT SHE JUST DISMISS US?!!
then ya go this 'sc supper' which was a failure cause alot just went home haha
then i just dabao a disgusting double cheese burger.
SUPER SALTY!!
from mac luh. how can they serve such inedible food!!
rants rants.
then ya went home lor
wnet i reached my stop i see the tap card there says
23:54
aka, 11.54 PM
haha
ya then bathe then go sleep!

food art

2009-03-21T21:36:00.001-07:00

march

2009-03-21T21:14:00.000-07:00

the march holidays are over!

very busy ah :)
but kind of liked it.
its better than rotting at home right? :)

monday-tuesday

GROUP TWO! :)
lead for leaders!
ok shall not go into details for its damn long windind from morning till night till the next afternoon
it was little boring but fun though :)
had a great time with my group TWO!
YOUMING! haha she even gave us sausages! awww

wednesday

again i was late.
too tired and aching from the camp luh :)
then reached school early.
then did alot of homework till it was CO's turn!
i screwed it up :(
the first song was cai yun zhui yue.
THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I PLAYED THAT SONG
i cannot play
i cannot follow. i keep biting my lip and like want cry.
keep looking at huiyi for hints cause she always give me and i give her if anyone of us is lost
then i totally SCREWED it up!
and there's this idiot taking photos (hello? i'm not blind)
then played shi cheng.
total mess too.
i hate to say this but perform so many times i still has this LITTLE MINUTE stage fright.
OMG luh
then damn sad!! the whole day.
and the idiot was mocking at me.
i am really angry!
really! i mean you dont know anything and you're just watching. and there you are mocking at me.
then at night i quickly rushed home
then went chalet.
brought clothes and all that :) panda too!
then um yea didnt eat much for me and liying ate this revolting water-rise
anyway then umm yea talked alot the whole night
benjamin is evil!
okay then we went walk walk then got this cat follow us haha
ya then went back sleep. me and xiao ying slept on the stairs
i TOTALLY CANNOT SLEEP
haha ok i cannot sleep without aircon or fan one DUH
it was super hot with ahem boiling water haha
then ya then i call her go reception there with me sleep on sofa :) haha then sleep half anhour we went back then got a bit space we slept on mattress for half an hour then went back to her house. IT WAS raining heavily!! first time in my life morning look so poor thing la! haha
hair and clothes wet wet
then bathe le go school for 15hrs

thursday

ok was super tired then fold paper fold fold fold
i was encouraging our class all that lor but all dao me :( haha -.-
anyway then fold paper until want puke already!!
but we didnt make it in the end -.- wth
i mean like the box you need fold TWICE the amount as the box needs a cover so its twice the amount.
ok so i went back home with a sore throat since start of the week and super tired body

sleep sleep sleep

friday
then went school LIKE AGAIN
then late like AGAIN
then talk talk talk
then dazu
nothing much.

saturday

went school EARLY! :)
then dazu lor
damn tired though :)

yup then go xiao ke
then ya scolded like shit
all i could think of was to sleep.
then went ah ma house.

did my BEST ZUOWEN IN MY LIFE!!
its about a transsexual
:)

i need to emphasize this.
we all may like be afraid of them or what. i admit i am
but its just people's choice of gender. we, the society have no rights to interfere!
so umm ya just accept people alright?

jiayou jiayou!
alot homework

i am so gonnna NULI STUDY!

hi

2009-02-21T02:42:00.000-08:00

hi verysmalltree :)
long time no talk!! :)

alright.
my blog is dying and i know and i dont care :)
the owner super busy luh :)
study study:)
cello cello :)
co co :)
whoo! cheers to no life :D

okok i have a life. i do i do
i recently find that CLOUDS AND TREETOPS ARE REALLY APPEALING TO ME

i like mad lor always sit bus go school then that time is SUNRISE time the colours of the sky so interesting then i always take out my phone to STALK CLOUDS and BIRDS!
then reach school le the sky colour is blue
then i keep looking looking looking
people thought i mad -.-

anyway the hottest topic i predict is common test :)
-.- past few years is LIKE I CARE
now is OMG! AS IMPORTANT AS EOY!

no matter what, i have to really squeeze till not a drop of brain juice is left
cause i go bet with this idiot.
$5 per subject see who win -.-
yesyes retarded. haha
but add up hor, very fun!!!
i must chiong!
haha
aim high high
drop low low (CHOY!!)
haha

may the clouds bless you! :)
get well soon! :)

cello

2009-01-31T00:47:00.000-08:00

cello cello cello
homework homework homework.

do i even have a life? OMG la
i just keep doing homework and using ALOT rough paper to do work and trying my best to figure out answers. esp AMATH! RAH. why am i seriously so stupid la. then other than do homework i'll play cello or text or call ponpon -.- i have freaking no life can. i dont even laugh or talk as i used to. i want the old me back!

i think i'm improving alot in cello :) cause i really prac alot.
but what's the point? i am so losing my life.
i like damn zi bi can
really, i repeat the cycle of go school, do work, figure out, zibi, talk about co, text ponpon, then after school everyday diff stuff then late late go home. then kena questioned on whereabouts at home. then lazy answer then always skip lunch then i play cello, talk on phone, do homework then go sleep.

seriously i've got 0% of human happiness in me -.-

rah rah rah!!!!

i miss laylay :(
then can chat alot rubbish then scribble here and there
aww... though alot we dont say to each other but we AHEM! mutual understanding haha
aww MISS YOU!

hope as the year goes on got more interesting things coming up!

i want say smth!!!
my bill was like $60+
why?
outgoing calls: 111min (bao by eleven min and thats $16)
incoming calls: 1111min (cool! but incoming free :)

ROAMING!! cause since hk never deactivate so i go malaysia still text and text.
my plan wont bao unless outgoing calls de lor
then i dont check my bills! then guess what?
i didnt know roaming will so detailed until all the timings of messages, number.
then one message seventy cents
then total $33 -.-
my mummy super pissed la
cause at like 1+am, 2+ 4+ i still in the tent texting happily like there's no tomorrow -.-
so total $60+!

ROAMING UNTIL SUPER SHIOK
wth
then she come question question oh WHO YOU MESSAGE!!! >:(
friend lor
WHO!!!??? YOU KNOW HOW MUCH? GO CHECK YOURSELF!!
-.- make me want cry can

keep ask ask ask.
alot is i can tell you one but I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE IT -.-
whatever.
i be geek.
super geek.
pawn geekier geeks.
SUPER SMART :D

EEE!!

2009-01-25T10:35:00.001-08:00

not a min to spare!

2009-01-24T02:41:00.000-08:00

rah rah
so busy with cello and school work!
i feel terribly stupid. :(
my math just cannot understand luh
and cello alot to do and i have been bringing meh meh yun home more than i used to.
now he/she only stays in school from friday night to saturday morning
haha
poor you!
but aww you've got a terrific owner- ME! :)
i clean and wipe your strings everyday.
patiently tune you though you keep going off
and nicely apply rosin to your partner-toto toot
SEE!
its apparent that i'm the BEST OWNER :D

okok
and and i very hardworking!!
i try to make time to practice and i remembered all my MAJOR scales!
:)

i learn something new every time i go for lessons, dazu and xiao zu :)
yay yay yay

and come on! my dear brain please to smart and able to do the shit hole e and a math!

post!

2009-01-10T19:55:00.000-08:00

well i havent been posting for a super long time!
and gosh!
so many things to do
ah ha
also nothing much to say. just keep busy busy busy
nothing much. not a minute to spare!
and am sleeping alot in the weekend!
whoo
my class is okay okay
my greatest concern now is the sec 3 camp -.-
OMG
i so dont give a damn la
but i missed the briefing then i dont know anything -.- :(
the packing like not clear de lor
what rubber shoes
i missed it -.-
if dont have will die ah
and i dont know like what bag to bring -.-
is it need another bag? cause they mentioned 'trekking bag' wth is that la
i dont know!!!
rahhh
i need an angel please please.
help help
haha
okok
go rush my work le!

new year!

2008-12-31T18:54:00.000-08:00

happy new year!!
haha 31 dec was sleeping the entire day at home.
didnt eat much either.
keep sleeping and sleeping till evening then go city hall eat pasta!! :D
the first mouth i was like
OMG OMG!!
very creamy very nice!
OMG OMG!
the mussels very nice!
prawn also!
haha
yum yum yum yum
then walk walk walk
a pity the shops closing early.
didnt buy anything but mummy
was like on a shopping craze -.-
weird. like got something bad happen then shop to destress haha
no la no la
we were damn high!! :D
buy this buy that. like what buy what haha so fun :DD
then then then every where alot police! :0
then alot alot people also
haha
yup then went raffles place
walk here walk there.
alot radio stations set up temporary stages sing sing and countdown.
also not bad luh no need go vivo there squeeze haha
then then then me and mummy just sit at a bus stop in front of the clock tower at vicotria concert hall and near cavenagh bridge!
cool :D
then the clock never strike at 12 wor -.-
it striked at 11.45 -.- haha
then then then!
when time's up got people countdown then whoo! then got fire works!
at first no fire works but got the very very loud POP POP POP sound
then in a few seconds the firworks appeared in front of me!!
COOL!!! :D
haha
but aiya singapore cheapo la
not very nice lor
just that it is right in front of you then you will WOW like siao haha
just big big small small and got golden golden ones like shooting stars haha
:)
then yup over le had a hard time finding way home haha
ya lor like that.

haven't finish home work!! RAH

hug!

2008-12-27T02:02:00.000-08:00

sorry claire!!
i am so so so sorry! :(

andrenaline!

2008-12-22T06:23:00.000-08:00

alright i have been back from hk!!
ok skip that
will touch on that next time :)

erm erm
ok
i came back on thurs so say fri bah
reached singapore at 8pm? ya then fri wake up at six? -.-
still late haha
then go school run run run from bus stop to school then do duty
smile smile :D then give directions.
say this say that.
under hot sun. kena scolding.
smile smile smile -.- wth totally idiotic. SKIP THIS.

then went lavender then immediately go home sleep!
whole week didnt sleep much haha
then erm erm yea
then sleep till night? then chiong christmas cards till the next morning.
then went to claire's party :D
then changi village to eat char kuay teow (HUMAN FOOD) :D
then whoa i come back appetite big wor then go ah ma house.

sunday still sleep
then see my niece. whoo! born when i was in hk.
cool la!!
from nowhere pop out a baby haha
-.-
retarded. ok la nothing much cause she doesnt cry and all then babies all look the same from the start right? haha
but can dress kids up!
haha pon pon NO XIAO BAI CAI! GOTHIC! -.-

then today monday lor
go school, as usual late haha
maybe should tell me like 8.50am start actually no use cause haha i'll round up to nine and in the end still late hehe
then then played mario ju hua tai yea :)
liked both songs.
both need jiayou la

mario: more effert and prac
ju hua tai: seriously understand the coda haha

ya then go liying house use comp
then embarked on the long journey home!

and uh here i am at home :)

i have many things to do!
at least my life isnt boring at all :D

red. pokka.

2008-12-12T23:29:00.001-08:00

ok i have been prancing around my luggage since last night and killing ants who climbed on my stuffs. heehee fun wor -.-

rahh!!
i seriously do not know what to bring la!
and how to pack light
my motto of packing:

COLOUR COMBINATION MUST BE NICE
DESIGN OF BAGS MUST BE NICE
TOTAL MUST BE LIGHTWEIGHT
MUST CONTAIN EVERYTHING I NEED
and voila!....

its bloody simple i know -.-

but but but but but but but but
idontknow

ah hahahahaa
i quite worry that come back no time do home work orh

i dont know what to say luh....

haha and i bought RED POLKA DOT RIBBONS to paste on my luggage!
whee hee hee
paste le la
at first like not nice but slowly see see like quite nice HEHE
me and my sis got ARTISTIC GENES!!

can i bring a ball in my hand carry?
haha
small one luh
like something to remind of pon pon!
aha haha
later think bomb wor! -.-

ok i am getting super retarded.

tian is nice! i mean i kind of like her more than in the past le!!

hugs hugs! :D
bao bao! :D

tomorrow

2008-12-10T05:01:00.000-08:00

tomorrow WILL BE a better day!! :D
hopefully.
yu ge yu ge yu ge yu ge

doctor!

2008-12-05T05:21:00.001-08:00

haha just got home.
having a really hard time now!!!
cannot eat for one hour!!!
cause i changed my filling (white one!) and cleaned and lalala my teeth
then cannot eat :( its nine plus and yet no dinner!
and i had my flu jab!
haha

it was like

today i on my way to meet huijie i passed by novena and stopped haha
since early and so free
then give a surprise visit to mummy while she's working hehes.
then we ate lunch then meet huijie at eunos.
made our way to shangyin
then lalal
i wanna pee haha then ask tian where's toilet then go cc one.
just across the road!
haha
run run turn right reach le.
quite clean orh!
then lalala
then play play play lor
ok la never get scolded at all :D
then rushed back school
then play play play then end le
then got abducted by a tortoise! :O -.-
haha
then got to hougang point then flu jab
then immediately want go make appointment for dentist
but since they free now so immediately go lor
haha
wash wash clean clean fill fill rinse rinse
not pain de lor
both the cleaning, drilling, jabbing
haha
both doctors not bad! haha :D

i think i fasting over le!!
now eat haha

co

2008-12-04T19:35:00.000-08:00

hi hi i am currently rotting at home!
wth when was the last time i posted?
my internet luh. got problem.
haha. have been co-ing everyday
mon tues wed thurs and today, sat and sun, watch some performance with claire HEHE
today pissed off!!!
the timing changed and always informed in the last min. whatever.
i got xiao ke! then afterwards then guai guai go back school for HK! performance haha
fun ah fun ah
actually not high de lor. last few months just act high for fun
after the briefing yesterday got a bit high le haha
but still sad luh DUH like
this year never go japan. seriously i feel sad. though like dont show or say.
i mean, whats the point?
hk lor hk lor hk lor
and and and!!!
i am sleeping with CATHERINE!! :D
haha
but actually months ago
me minghui and christine and claire already been planning of sleeping together!!
but aiya, group already.
like its the last time with them.
next year different class le wor.
they'll always be in my heart!
haha. smile smile.
later buy new comp.
lalala

tired ahh... and got this stupid bee keep lurking in my both toilets at home
fly fly fly buzz buzz buzz
scare me lor!!!
RAHH!!!

hmm
i wanna musical box!! haha
as in really A-BOX, not a just turn turn one like the one i bought for this dumbass.
BOX BOX BOX
ah ah ah
and and and!!!
i am gonna send a few people christmas cards!!
whoo!
so fun!
haha
got loads to do la
still need to list them'
and also cannot list finish.
and the other day so pek chek lor
cannot play yu ge
i mean its like DAMN NICE!!
the song!
but never played before so that day just kind of tikam and want cry lor
depressing!!!
so i went home and play play play
anyhow tap floor for paizi
haha
dont care la
chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi.
i dont understand and register things easily de lor
under developed brain of mine hehe

ta-ta!

this week!

2008-11-21T05:21:00.000-08:00

this week is ending!!!
many many things happened!

monday
i have prac for a few hours and went to meet choo-choo!
haha
not calling her that le
then we went walk walk and some ice cream buffet which gotten us all sick and nausea
haha but quite nice luh just that our stomachs suck
and bought some stuffs met mummy and went home

tuesday
got up early to pack stuff for
CELLO CHALET!
then met huiyi at her stop and all
then we went off meet the rest and so on
very budget luh the whole chalet
haha poor thing. tsk.
then we ate pizza!
pillow fight pillow fight.
ghost stories by chanel.. tsk tsk scare senior
then slept at 3+

wednesday
woken up at seven plus and laid on the bed thinking of some stuffs
hehe.. air con too cold.
then slept a leetle bit more and junyan came rapping on the door at nine plus
so on so on
then mac breakfast
MCGRIDDLES!! :D
i think damn nice lor add chili haha
bought barbeque stuffs and off to escape!
though nothing much all these years, cause cheap mah three bucks per person i think
haha. just play lor. and tsk! only me and huiyi high
then lalala bike!
double bike with liying
and some accident happened! sorry li ying :( your AB blood haha
AB rare wor
p.s : you sure you AB? haha
then barbeque!
lalala mostly is not i cook one haha nvm just eat!
then lalala play games till 6am. and i realised long ago that i suck in games.
forfeit until very pek chek
lie down and slept till nine? yea haha

thursday
then checked out and went home.
bathed and SLEPT!
haha not long. one hour only. then went out again. wanted to cancel de. ps.
so for
the thursday only four hours of sleep
i am those who cannot dont sleep de haha then watched quantum of solace!
some parts i get it but people laugh but i dont -.- i really dont think funny wor
haha and those action parts too fast, my brain too retard to register haha
tsk tsk tsk! how embarrassing!
then walk walk bought a musical box!
the picture is VINCENT VAN GOGH de last painting!!!
he shot himself in the fields after that painting :(
sad. but cool haha typical life ending of those arty people.
the tune is spring vivaldi! what a contrast to the picture in front -.-

friday
got prac
rolled on bed.
woke up.
bathed.
lunch with lay lay and karen
prac.
scolded. my fault. i clumsy.
made a hole in ah mei to the power of five.
i hate the name.
so darn long.
i give one -.-
then learnt cicada.
my brain slow. always dont really register things i learnt fast
hai.
shumei went to bass for the syf only :(
see her cry i also cry :(
very sad lor! though isnt very much worth to cry but i feel really really upset!
rock on shumei! :D
*hand rock hit hand rock* haha :D
drew on bus.
lost a colour pencil.
got home. started on my "healthy lifestyle" therapy haha
raw veg plus tuna :D
yum yum and yoghurt for dessert.
sure know how to enjoy life.

i am broke :(
very. i had eighty on tues and today eight D:
WHY?!!

chalet

2008-11-09T02:08:00.001-08:00

alright i shall talk about my class chalet!

ok it was from WED to FRI
YES
haha
then erm
i ponned co and got caught some more! oops!
then erm ya went there lalalalallalallala
at night go eat
with laypeng jab christine wini edenuis minghui jermaine.
yea :D
then went arcade
then went back and lalalalala
wang ji le!

sorry laypeng i pangseh-ed you at 6 nov 2008 7+am
went home and SLEPT the entire day
how pig!
then went vivo yea

lalalala

me and shumei skipped co! :D

bloody

2008-11-09T01:49:00.000-08:00

imma vampire
imma vampire
imma vampire

imma gonna suck your blood!
-.-

searching..

2008-11-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

hehe i went erm raffles, then walk walk to clarke quay then erm esplanade, city hall
my fave places! :D
wore pon pon de pullover cause i was wearing uniform -.-
so yay!
walk here walk there. searched for toilet. haha
then erm ate dinner
BILLY BOMBERS!
OBAMA haha
damn full!
it was HALLOWEEN! whoohoo! picked up a bat necklace and placed it on a tree -.- how dumb
and lalala went home.
cannot too late!
slept at 1+am

.................

woke up at 6.15am
like just closed my eyes and opened them in a sec. -.-
so fast the five hours.
haha my alarm was phantom of the opera's all i ask of you ---- cello play de by the way ^^
haha
then sounded so nice! almost couldnt wake up.
then promised a grizzly bear slave to call and i did :D
waited for rain to stop and ya was late and took my cello, trotted off to school
late like DUH!
then erm drilled and drilled. hand pain.
took wrong bus, ended up at bedok and like sorry.
went tuition
and i totally wasnt paying attention. just tikam do
haha
the class only got me -.-
the teacher like pek chek and like never scold me haha
he like keep asking questions to see if i awake or not haha
FUNNY!
then when finished i was like YES! in my mind
then i took my BOTTLE and PENCILCASE cum CLUTCH and go
he was like eh never bring bag ah
then i say erm cause i instrument very big
haha
i said umm cello.
then his eyes LIT UP OKAY!
i like reply never look at him haha
why why why?
he said he was from DOUBLE BASS. " you know? the tall tall big big one"
i was like "wow. cool."
why? haha cause he damn mu tou one. like damn introvert so i abit sian haha
like WOW!!!!
YOU THIS THRITY PLUS UNCLE WAS FROM CO !!!
DOUBLE BASS!!!
hahahhahahahaha
SAME FAMILY AS CELLO!!!
whoo!
ok i like you now :DDD
i shall pay attention :DDD
get full marks in worksheet :DDD
haha
he like damn happy also la!!
i also!!!
damn funny. but i am quitting end nov ^^ hehe our yuan fen ends here now uncle!
:D
no math on sat!

and i went to ah ma house :DDD
slept for half and hour and got woken up by cousins who PESTERED me to bring them to playground.

came home like erm damn late lor. yup
haha

today

2008-10-24T19:07:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS A BRAND NEW DAY!
TINK TINK TINK!
ITS SHINING!

-.-

what am i gonna do later?
hmm
eat
tuition
promote ngee ann to my LOVELY COUSIN! :DD
actually there's no need since he want to come like DYING le -.-
find mingming :)
STEAMBOAT!
whoo!

and yesterday i saw this DAMN NICE musical box!!!
cause you can choose songs de haha -.-
iwantone!!
grr grr grr
i've been like wnating one for like since kindergarten ever since my sister has gotten one. jealous wor ! :)

hmm hmm hmm
sigh sigh sigh

i will miss my class de!! :)
like very unfeeling if i dont put so haha
and ah peh ah peh ah peh ah peh
VERY CUTE!!
haha
his weird actions, mindset and lalala
he's REALLY NICE DE :)
can say is like the best teacher haha
:)

lucky got co or else like totally cut off 'ties' with him haha awww...

.............imma cloud
.............imma tortoise!

days!

2008-10-23T03:29:00.000-07:00

That day!!! where i was angry and upset and at a loss! haha i purposely made a blister on my finger with my cello! :)

unusual sign!!
nice tree :)
hi wini!
LAYPENG
LAYPENG AGAIN..
LAYPENG AGAIN AND AGAIN...
PLUS Y-E-T-I!!

clouds :DD
zengzeng!
mt cake! hehe
haha apparently DONT WASTE MAHH! got the date wor haha

the last post was on my birthday which sucked, and yea
haha

erm ok a year is AGAIN, over, like how many kinds of cycles we have go through in life! like alot.
i didnt score very well i know i know :)
but just hope that the clouds bless me okay!!
watching me from up high :)
how am i going to spend my holidays!

:D homework definitely
:D movies
:D HONGKONG!! :)
:D CELLO!! :)
:D going out lor :)

apparently there's more haha ^^

i'm glad
i'm glad
i'm glad

that
i
have
found
the
charger
for
my
camera
!!!

birthday.

2008-10-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

happy fourteenth to me myself.

its undeniably my worst birthday of my life.
but times spent with you two was great! :)
thanks to all :)

closer to clouds

2008-10-03T02:08:00.001-07:00

thanks alot pon pon for showing me these sights :)

closer to clouds.

i'm tearing

2008-09-29T01:30:00.000-07:00

skies on wednesday
skies at night on saturday (near the school and WHAT AM I DOING THERE)
skies gloomy monday (today)
skies currently
when it rains...

CLOUDS OVER HEAD

2008-09-29T01:19:00.000-07:00

hihi
have you seen the clouds lingering over your head?
have you seen the teal blue sky?
have you felt the winds blowing on your cheeks?
have you felt the how glacial the cold was?

how random.
suddenly feel so sad and pissed and dont know what
and HEY!!
i realised i havent been crying for like very long for a person who loves to cry for fun like ME ME ME!!
ok
the last time was hmm lemme think: 5.8.08
cause i remembered it a tuesday.
i remembered the friday was a BIG day.
and i was under total stress.
haha

somehow quite numb now!

and i need to study!!
study
study
well everybody says this. -.-
how stupid it sounded.

erm erm
i kind of miss the concert the last weekend haha
two concert continuously!
how fun!
esp. with CELLO GIRLS :D

hope it'll last forever!!
and wow the year is going to be over.
must spend my everyday usefully!!

cello tee

2008-09-26T04:38:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah yeah!!!
the CELLO TEE is
READY!!!
at my house now :D
very excited! i was walking super fast from bus stop to home
haha
then WHEE!
ok the front is SUPER PRETTY!
REALLY REALLY
the brown on whole is very nice
but the back very weird!
like a patch of oval brown designs
sorry people!
sorry sorry sorry

my fault my fault
and i actually recycled the design for my dnt haha
cover page.
ok english and chinese over
dont want say le
ok ok

erm erm erm
ok
i realised from the STUPID GRIZZLY BEAR that my birthday is FOURTEEN DAYS AWAY
OH MY GOD

this is the first year other than the last that i dont look forward to my birthday!
ok cause i old le ):
wo lao le!!!

hmm
celebrate with who haha

i know!
ALONE!
hahahaha ^^

hmm hmm

2008-09-23T06:10:00.000-07:00

whee! you girls are so cute! haha

HOOD! just pure coincidence! :D we think alike!

thanks CHUIYING for the cupcakes on friday! they were yummy!

the flowers for tian!!!

esplanade! support tian!

study study study.

ponpon you wait!

i'll win you! :P

timeless...

2008-09-18T04:54:00.000-07:00

well i've been rushing for time these days haha
improper time management!!
but just seem to have something everyday..
hmm
i want du shu!!
i really agree with my 'ren sheng da ji hua' by zm
haha very logical
been thinking abt it these days.
i will work hard towards it!!!
i will.

every single person may think that they are special and unique. yes, one might be truly special. but if one thinks that he/she want die or very lalala so you are special, think twice! or maybe thrice! the millions of people surrounding you also got think before of dying-.- ok just some random thoughts.

i am currently reading my FOR ONE MORE DAY....

my TRIPLE!
my ART!
my SYF GOLD WITH HONOURS!
my GRADE THREE!

tan yu yun go!!

and hehe i made my new passport!
): bye to my old one!
my cute 5 yr old photo HAHAHA

hongkong! hongkong!
i wanna go!
let me go!
the world is big and round. the knowledge and geography is ever so profound!
-.-

the blue will shine

2008-09-16T06:56:00.001-07:00

the blue will continue to shine!
how i wish to fly a kite (:

zen me ban

2008-09-15T04:19:00.000-07:00

erm........how?
i dont know what to do
and you this freakiing bitch is irritating me
by your oh-so-wrong concepts you derived from your 'feelings'
cause you felt so -.-
you could have easily killed me you know?
ruined my life.
you stupid bitch!
nothing but a ball of cells filled with bitchiness
shithole person!
what am i going to do now?
i so-do-not want to get involved in your stupid affairs and 'entertainment' alright.
you really kind of gotten me in deep shit.
what can i do?
you are seriously ruining my everyday
you stinking bitch.
please do feel ashamed of yourself and bash and apologise and try to salvage the situation.
and i'll forget about it. simple.

lit. can i skip school tomorrow?
i want.
i want skip test.
i havent done my hols homework and i am so dying.
so so dying.

capture the moment!

2008-09-14T00:51:00.000-07:00

whee! us! but not full house sadly but never mind! :D

haha only got these in my phone

most in zm's camera!

capture the moment!!

i did!! :D

PS: the most worn tee is CELLO AND BASS TEE WAHAHA

long live us!:D

week

2008-09-14T00:31:00.000-07:00

well apparently havent been posting for a LONG TIME!
haha
ok
erm erm
tues stayed back for the rehearsal of the party :D
then claire's dad took me to the bus stop
erm i went home
went funeral
then aiyah missed again
then nvm
yup yup
did homework lalala day's over

wed
erm stayed back again.
then i cannot say back too long so i went home after chatting
with my RHENIUM!! outside cds
haha
then go tuition lalala
oh and i saw the book : FOR ONE MORE DAY
mitch albom is one of my fave authors!
but people are reading his book everywhere
makes me dislike him haha
cause cause....
i am selfish ^^
dont like people having same stuff as me!

thur
erm erm
where did i go??
OH!!
i fixed my specs at eastpoint.
then went ah ma house
eat porridge :D
then went back school.
again missed again -.-
always just the time not right or the day not right.
haiyah.
WHY!!!
then bought stuff for the party and met this shithole uncle nvm
he scared me though
till i want cry -.-

fri
erm erm
oh ya!
got this photo taking thing
have to wear co stuff then so paiseh and super hot!
then the thing is i also dunno why need take. -.-
then lasted 2hrs!
skipped lessons yay :D
then went back cds put meh meh yun before going back class.
then SOMEBODY tell me play cello i play lor
then SOMEBODY tell me the sheng room got ghost WA LAO!
some of the lights werent working ok!!!
damn it. and i was screaming like hell cause only got two of us.
SOMEBODY LOR !!! grrrrr
then say what saw this doll or girl in the room small small one
ok as in this SOMEBODY wont lie de i believe haha
the lights were dim, some werent working. only got two of us.
and super quiet except for my playing -.-
scared or not!

and i ponned co today D:
didnt know last lesson till after eoy!
seems tian laoshi was in a good mood!
they enjoyed anyway
haha
nvm
i had a dat with minghui at eastpoint!!! ^^
i keep going eastpoint recently haha
then bought this bought tht an i bought CHOCOPIE!
but tastes bad
so i gave it to this hungry ghost haha
then i keep telling minghui
eh!! buy tht one!
tht one nice!!!

haha
then ni yi kou wo yi kou hehe ^^ :D
whoo! happy birthday too!
went back school
did random stuffs and brought the book home

CHIONG AH!

then reached home till damn late-.-
got interrogated sumore
i think i am 'deproving' in lying really.

then did the BOOK!
the WHOLE NIGHT OKAY HENG ZENGMEI

haha

SATURDAY!

whoo! the party!
i know i didnt do alot. cause i really wanted to help but i dont know like how to help, what am i supposed to do. and many changes were made and i werent informed i dunno anything ok!
its unfair to me at times.

woke up at SIX
reached school at SEVEN THIRTY
passed book to huiyi
went library under lei mee's order
stared and sit at the books ALONE. and ROALD'S bday!
and called zm
chatted :D
slipped to cds
took stuff
walk here walk there
party started. me and claire dogs
then haha
i didnt play or watch the thing at all.
cause chionging the book!
every page must be filled with conscientious effort!
cannot tikam just to fill in
then haha sat in beside zm at times to talk to her. she feels bored!
haha
:D got me got me!
then
lalala
the ppt :D
then games lor.
then finally finished the book the moment the ppt ended haha
such a coincidence!
i hopped up and yay lor!
haha
leimee was in front when i chionging -.-
she went like " eh hai mei zuo wan ah"
cause friday i in class do, then i was supposed to have cca tht time.
minghui and i ponned! she sleeping lor. the lei mee came in
haha
like what is this?
then i say for sec fours lor
very very satisfied! though we did quite slow in the passing of books around and lalala

and minghui thanks alot for accompanying me in many ways!
helping me blow the balloons

ZENGZENG is really i lucky girl!!!
her balloons the MOST
her balloons were COLOURFUL
her balloons were OUTSTANDING haha

her cups was praised SPECIAL and PRETTY!
the smiles got pop out sumore lor!!

her book was BIG
COLOURFUL
filled with SINCERITY and LOVE

people can just say 'i love you' easily
but the book is REAL ONE LOR
not just to say for the sake of saying and fun to maintain relationships:D
feel lucky!!
haha

huiyi our plan worked!! :DD
hehehe
and i went tuition and got fourplants haha

I KEEP BINGING THESE DAYS
NO PROPER MEALS

todayy!

2008-09-08T04:55:00.000-07:00

firstly i wanna apologise!
sorry the people i called to help out!
i went away myself instead
sorry!
cause got the dialogue thing but
afterwards feel nausea so i went home instead
REALLY SORRY!
i know i suck alot as the welfare person
:(
hen dui bu qi!

really feel like pukin the way home -.-

so today is just like that!!
* is IRRITATING! grow up!

hmm hmm

2008-09-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

me and my SISTER! haha

hmm hmm

do tired!

everyday want die

today tired until keep play wrong

aiyah tikam la

damn tired!

need A BREAK!

beach

2008-09-01T07:01:00.000-07:00

i am so so amazed i tell you!!

i didnt know got

WHITE clean sand

BLUE water

BLUE WHITE skies

whoo

haha

notice i i have like more nature photos than 'human' photos

haha

refer to the rest's blogs!

hmm

today was really fun!

well ok

haha

really went in the rain and got super soaked. :)

have to do all my hw tmr!!

haha jiayou jiayou!

i am putting in LOADS of effort in my dnt -.-

how smart.

to end, is to start..

fun day!

2008-08-29T06:08:00.001-07:00

me and rachel!!!
she is my bestfriend forever!! :D
my school!
saw these dedications mounted on some wall then haha take this one especially. read what is written! i have such sweet rss juniors! :D
AIYAH! how come pir one and two so short WAHAHA i am TALL!
some dumb pond

long ago take one

tree!!!!

pretty muffins for CATHERINE! haha icing i squeeze one okay! :D

ok today was quite interesting. but SUPER TIRING

wake up so early.

then went school lalala

at first so paiseh can!!!

cause i am very 'eye catching' -.- lucky came early. haha

my FROG and my SOCKS -.-

hmm then lalala

then start. i took 1R5... my class better :)

then lalalalalalalalalala

stupid la those people

i keep slacking haha walk here walk there.

seriously my toes and ankle hurt!

now my entire leg hurt!

shoes! lucky got plaster! but not really that effective OH WELL

aft tht chiong chiong chiong to meet RACHEL!

choo choo haha (used to call her tht as nickname)

and we went rss together!

so paiseh really. always like tht.

haha

but it was fine afterwards then lalala

i was walking halfway and got this girl

i predict! is sec one. she 'pat' me on my back and 'hollered' at me what " you from ngee ann! i remember your frog!" and she gimme this very SATISFIED grin and RAN AWAY

i was stunned like HUH

do i know you? i didnt even took a proper glance at her -.-

stupid girl. worth mentioning at my blog? NO

sick of my frog ok! people just keep poking.touching.squeezing.hugging.cutecutecute comments.

ok la at first is ok i am fine with it but even MY PRI SCH TEACHERS KEEP DOING THOSE TOO... abit sick

and keep talking to random juniors haha

like erm

i wanted to play comp at library. i dunno password i ask one pri 3 then he tell me his IC WAHAHA

haha damn funny ok. in the end used moeuser. password is nothing.

then played games like what fungi crossword -.- non-living things and living things quiz -.-

i got FULL MARKS

ok i know what i've mentioned above is sian haha

but most importantly!!!!

as i walked around the school!!!!

i see TANYUYUN'S 'FOOTPRINTS!'

footprints= 4 pieces of artwork i am involved in HAHAHA

HAHAHA

believe it!!!!

so long le. even got AHEM! my art INSIDE general office some more

then got this tiny strip of paper Tan Yu Yun :D

super shuang!

very satisfied :D

as in very 欣慰.

you know?

10 yrs later all of these might be gone

and i went home happily with rachel :D

she's been my bestfriend for many many years!!

even now though 'seperated' le she is STILL MY BESTFRIEND!

lemme promote her haha

she is:

-well tempered

-nice

-understanding

-replies to my calls and messages

-aiyah i dont know la

very nice jiu dui le

now i keep on have to put up with people's occasional mood swings. -.-

rachel never gimme those stuff :D

love you forever!

p.s. haha you must be happy :D

furious!

2008-08-26T03:57:00.000-07:00

anger anger!~
Be not hasty in thy spirit to be angry; for anger rests in the bosom of fools.

hmmm....
think think think!

i love chocopie very very very much!

coincidence, purely.

loads of things to do!
hope to study!

chocopie!

2008-08-23T22:46:00.001-07:00

CHOCOPIE! love you!
damn yummy!!!
haha i think people wil think tht a CHOCOPIE is CHOCOLATE PIE
a big NONO!
it is not!
just a special confectionery.
lemme give you the history!
its quite uncommon in singapore! damn addcitive and yummy!

A Choco Pie is a confectionary treat created and manufactured since 1974 by Orion Confectionery, headquartered in Seoul, South Korea. Similar to a moon pie, a Choco Pie consists of two layers of chocolate-dipped cookies, with a marshmallow filling.
The Choco Pie is considered a quintessential Korean treat, similar to the status of the Oreo cookie in American culture. Lotte Confectionery makes an imitation which is priced below that of the Choco Pie in order to compete. Orion supplies the South Korean military with their Choco Pies, which are given out to soldiers in the Korean military after their first week of basic training in addition to being available in the military store.

days

2008-08-23T06:10:00.000-07:00

happy birthday catherine!

my senior!!
and my friend!!
aww i just simply LOVE all my seniors!
you guys are a seriously great big slice of me! :)

a bit sick yesterday
1) real sick. cannot breather properly the whole day. chest damn tight. air was liek too dense for me to breathe in. and my heart was damn pain lah! like got a crack haha
2) like TONS of people tell me its catherine's birthday tht make me a bit irritated? cause SHE IS LIKE MY SENIOR AND DUH I DO KNOW ITS HER BIRTHDAY. seriously a dont like people keep nagging

ok. erm erm
i miss my cousins.
erm erm
yup. thts it.
i think abit hmm hmm hmm in my family haha
as in
cause i am in the middle,
only towards selected older cousins i can talk. some i dont talk
to younger ones, they love me -.- haha they think i am their idol. so they talk alot. but really find them immature. ok. cause they are young?! haha okok
nothing

gotical

2008-08-21T04:45:00.000-07:00

recently been reading ark.
been interested in gothic lolita and those victorian times stuff haha
i have designed cello tee!
really a pity that it cannot be made into the tee as the designs are far too intricate. hmmm
sad sad
but its ok =)
at least i've, the first time drawn something so pretty regarding cello.
cello is sexy! whoo! -.-
haha okok

60's? 60's? 60's?
abit weird ah!!
i go wear gothic stuff haha -.-
no lah
so embarassing.
haha

i am really scared of tomorrow!
again i will be sway and get scolded
i think i'll sleep alot of thursdays so on friday can concentrate during cca =)
and tht tian wont scold me
its good tht she scolds me
tht means she still harbour hope in me :)
hehe

my results really sucked.
all just passed.
dont even want go home can
will kena nagged and scolded
phew!
havent been scolded for my results since pri one
pri one really stupid la
multiply three i go mulitply two
and then i thought i very smart -.-
then pri two started to get smart HEHEHE
then never get scolded le

till now :(
then kindergarten got spelling
always fail -.-
only got 5 words
then all wrong
then i always dont know
then got one day, on fridays are spelling days then the morning i will suddenly know haha

my 'stupid and smart' timeline history haha

nothing just random.

i got a hug!!
a hug!
embrace!
by zm!!!
haha reserved it the night before
whee!
hope her results are ok.
i know she'll work hard one :)

and the other candidate!!

the sky is blue
the sea is maroon
i see a mushroom
iloveyou! -.-
just being random
haha

hey!! i think composing poems are really fun!
on top one is not even a pass haha
haha
whee!!!
i rmb my first poem was created in pri 3
when we have to create a poem for mummy on mothers' day haha
and my teacher corrected everyone's BUT NOT MINE
WAHHA
shows tht i have talent in it!

and hmm
the second poem i created in my life was for ZM!
haha
it took me
a few hrs
till 5 am
cannot sleep so just penned lor
it was FOUR PAGES LONG!

i am like tht one :)
must do smth to get comfort so i am sleep in peace!

happy birthday rhenium!
because of you i have learnt about another THINGI in the periodic table haha
happy fourteenth!

mine's coming.........
:)
my birthday i always feel a sense of lost on that day.
dont know
probably it was tht exams always end there so...? guess so
i ate GREEN CURRY on my birthday last yr at an peranakan restaurant.
or was it in 2006?
yaya! green curry in 2006
2007 in a restaurant called ORANGE at kovan the fondue was yummy!
2005 my birthday at home. my sister cooked
2004 my brithday was on a sunday. i simply had just cake? cant rmb
2003 had it at home. even had my relatives over just for me :)then we crowded round the table
haha and eat. they even lied to me saying tht no time buy food so eat leftover lunch-- porridge -.- and i believed at first. how dumb
2002--cant rmb
2001---ate out i think. my english teacher gave me jelly
2000---got hand food mouth disease so choldcare centres closed so no school haha but when it reopened on erm.... 23 oct! my mummy bought things for my classmates haha
1999--i was bought a BLACK FOREST CAKE! then on top got white chocolate in the shape of honeycomb then got a pretty white chocolate plate to squeeze out my name with white chocolate!! haha yummy! i anyhow choose one. still rmb pondering over the variety of cakes :)
1998--cant rmb
1997--i am looking at the photo haha
on the wall.... me and my sister :) i was only THREE YEARS OLD!
1996-- DUH cannot rmb
1995---DUH also so young nono! i rmb!
i gotten chicken pox from my sis then we both sick i think. then cannot eat eggs so my mummy bought a huge bread and she put some stuff on it to make it look like a cake haha
1994-- i was born!

i think i am being super zilian on top
i just can seem to remember such stuff haha
like what name....
like haha claire was saying what teacher in pri sch then she cant rmb i will just suddenly rmb the name haha LEE MEILING! gosh! run ah!!!

-.-
smile smile
mingming says i am sad these days haha
probably i am
i think i am
but for no particular reason.
cause you are HOMINGHUI :)
feel happier when i reminescence

ok my life is not tht boring!
thinking of my birthday hmmm
haha
i think if those who thought their lives are hard or no good they can probably think of their happy times??
hmm i am quite lucky ahha
i wasnt deprived of childhood! :)
a happy one though it ended kind of early.
thinking back, i was like this pampered little 'princess' la
so bad one
damanding and stubborn if i dont get the things i want.
not tht bad luh.
just a little bad.
thats all. :)

success!

2008-08-19T05:42:00.000-07:00

hmm hmmm
HEHEHE
i can leh
i can leh
i can leh
i can leh
i can leh!
the parts i cannot=)
hope i can la on friday
keep drilling and drilling.........

again, as usual on the months before october i will haha
go insane about my birthday =)
like pri 6, my birthday is on the last day of exams!
whoo!
i love it!
i dont know why people always say suay haha
i find it super lucky la like hmmm how to say haha

rmb tht time PSLE got HCL on my birthday
then it was the last day
then people in class keep passing around tht it was my bday -.-
then so paiseh everybody keep telling me happy birthday and i say i sway -.-
hmm hmm hmmm
i am getting old!
so fast!
feel like a sec one can?!
then i am gonna be a sec 3!
i am old!
how? how? how?!!!
grr grr
haha
aww seniors leaving .... hmm

how random haha
and NATALIE'S SINGING WAS GREAT!
haha
she's gonna be a star soon!
-.-
well it was remarkable and really WOW

thts all!
hmm
today's kind of boring!

cello ramblings

2008-08-18T05:46:00.001-07:00

picture from deviantart!!
=)
one of my fave websites

anyway
i have been practicing ( but not really putting my utmost effort)
the parts i cannot with the speed
i believe i can one lor!
i can!
i can do it!
i think .....

but just this portion of me dont want to put effort to make my fingers move faster.
well well well

my exams suck really.
i cannot get her nod forever
just IRRITATING
haha
i have been using these word alot recently.
now i shall try to change it to annoying=)
smile smile.

really, for the past week an ANNOYING pest have been ANNOYING me continuously for days. i really roll my eyes when tht pest ANNOYS me
really. its REALLY ANNOYING
SH HHHHH!

ta-daa!

2008-08-16T23:18:00.000-07:00

replies to tags: suddenly so many tags then all so long -.-
i type here better. ok
christine: yeah! meaningful haha cause i say i love you all ha? hehehe
claire: damn you lah! i got tuck in one lor. just that it came out and i was gripping my skirt at the sides so look short lor. i emphasize that i am GUAI DE LOR
catherine: we can do it! love you! my cute senior hehe
rachel: yaya i know more than you and i knew those earlier le: bleah! whoohoo! miss you! hug hug hug
jaratt: what the hell! since when am i geek lah. and the tags you tagged are like 2hrs diff -.- you are totally ununderstandable
serene:yeap! you jiayou too!

yesterday my first math tuition at east point was TOTALLY HORRID I TELL YOU
HORRID
firstly the counter person is so damn rude. kovan branch people is batter
2nd OMG the teacher looks damn no life and damn ugly! my morris allen teacher at KOVAN is much shuaier can! not cause angmoh lah. but this math person really look shit la seriously
3rd: the other 2 classmates of mine are like damn GEEK and QUIET. teacher also QUIET
i am the only one living in the small minute tiny room can? i can totally hear my breathing. they are just simply....QUIET! QUIET! QUIET!
ma de la!
and they were teaching index notation SECOND LESSON
wa lao i havent even learn in sch. and they teach then sumore SECOND LESSOn which means they skip the first lesson and i dont know anything then i dont know how to do and tikam and correct unlike the other two stupid ones. just copy copy copy ans keep quiet and stare at the paper. THESE THREE WOODEN PEOPLE ARE LIKE SO DEAD CAN

i was totally yawning the 2hrs away
if not my math suck and my mummy force me i wouldnt have came ok !
and i am not tht kind who will run away and dont register lor
i would have spent the 300 bucks you gave and say i wernt tuition -.-
i tell you
after eoy
i sure quit i tell you
SURE QUIT

the teacher is ugly and suck, talk like dead person. damn no life, go home watch tv, eat, sleep
then work, then go home repeat cycle again
the classmates are quiet until i bet their whole life never speak unless got oral exam -.-

grrrrrr
grrrrrr
grrrrrr

cello!
ah mei to the power of five, you have stopped giving me blisters but you are not helping by not letting me gain speed and the sounds are so out of tune!

my bestfrineds!

2008-08-15T05:53:00.000-07:00

ahhh! my shirt come out!~!

love my best friends!
dont need to have ONE best friend only
i have many many! love you all equally! =)

fridays

2008-08-15T05:39:00.000-07:00

as i have mentioned jaratt,
FRIDAY IS MY UNLUCKY DAY

firstly.....
i was late
first time.
really.
there was this stupid jam at sengkang area.
i stayed there for 20 min without moving okay?
the traffic just stayed there.
walao
and then i wore my badge =D guai eh shenghan!
and then.....
the teacher ask whr i live-------HOUGANG!
write name then can go yeah!
haha

secondly..........i am still disturbed by the math tuition topic..
-.-
how?
i really got no excuse seriously
and my math really sucked.
really.

thirdly.......... today just isnt the day lor
i cannot go fast for the shi cheng song.
if i was my fingers go rigid instead haha
she keep scolding.
but good la she scold. if not i wont improve
i dont like the way she draw a line between people.
no. thts not the way.
evil lor she.
i really will practice hard for it/
gold with honours!!!
i will.
i promise.

i had a swt dream last night..... i was thinking about there's something wrong, as in you are beside me but i feel tht no, you are not.
but i just feel very ecstatic and elated when with you.
like you're still here.
finally. after so many months you came to my dream! =)
i feel happier.
and you even passed me a white mask -.-
my art haha. love you! and i miss you so.
can you come every night?
i cant see you in the day. forever. dreams. can?
please! gosh i want cry le.
miss you alot. last night was really, you were fetching me to school, walking me in. passing me the mask. like in pri two when i PURPOSELY forgot my drawing block. then you came school to pass it to me! =D
really. but this is in sec sch :)
you are there for me.
i know you are.
you know when i am feeling insecure or unsafe, i will think tht you are right beside me going through it too. though i cant see you.

laypeng dont sad le!!!

i shall start studying everyday until eoy
make sure i get many many As
i wont let you down :)

thanks my cello people!
catherine! we can do it! today's just not the day

sh

2008-08-13T01:05:00.000-07:00

believe it? this is PAINTED!
looks like photography

sh hhhhh!

sh hhhhhhh!

sh hhhhhhhhhhh!

sh hhhhhhhhhhhhh!

sane going insane.

sh hhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

shut up!

what the hell...

its wednesday.

i am getting older!!! as the days go by....

desire-

raging fire of passion

rebel.

shapeslips

frog!

2008-08-10T04:14:00.001-07:00

FROGGIES!!!

and fiesta pic haha

i shall have a healthy lifestyle

stop eating junk and sleep all day

run 7.5km per wk

i SWEAR!

and study really hard so i have more routes to go =D

FIESTA!

2008-08-08T05:53:00.000-07:00

ok so... yup.
as expected, this post is gonna be about fiesta haha
ok
i am happy! :) it has ended
kind of a success? haha
like a load off my chest
whoo!
smile once again yuyun!
haha
grinning :D

gosh i dont know how to express my thanks to all those who helped
like my beloved AHEM! i &e members!
jabrina christine laypeng shuqi mingming ME!ME! ME!
haha
love you all!
working as a team!
haha
we earned alot but... ok
its my fault for............. so we cannot get first in highest sale :(
but during the entire gruelling process this morning, i kept thinking of what i was told on tuesdays by my SENIORS! :) i really wanted to cry and go die lor.
so frustrated and messy and confused.
but just thought of TO HAVE FUN! and enjoy the process and stay calm all along!
=D

i am really sorry if i keep ranting or nagging or screaming at you all
i know its annoying but have to get your attention mah! remind your of the time and all
sorry lurh if your unhappy :P
haha TOO BAD!

so hard! the process!
keep getting so stressed up me
1) what to do for both stalls
2) service stall proposal got rejected
3) gotten new proposal for service
4) going bugis for tons of times and long gruelling hours
5) tolerance and tolerance to uncooperative people
6) keeping the spirit of the group up!
7) various financial problems
8) advertisements
9) small minor hiccups
10) going to shuqi's house till 11 pm to poke the stuff
11) setting up the stalls and confusion!
12) getting up and more familiar on what to do
13) balloons not selling!
14) balloons starting to sell...ME and mingming blowing balloons like idiots -.-
really wanted to die. really tired. my chest pain lor! really blowing like siao. draining of all the air in my body!! and ah peh sitting there eating and playing with balloons

hey! i never go around shop or rest at all for TWO HOURS PLUS OK!!
haha
dedicated just like my members!

really really BIG THANKS TO THOSE WHO BOUGHT LIKE CATHERINE!!! AND MY JUNIORS........ MY CLASSMATES WHO HELPED PARTS OF THE JOBS

fuck off those who DID NOT HELP and REFUSE TO WORK AS A CLASS
CAUSING MY GREAT DISTRESS AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!
not paiseh one lor!
we so tired! yet you guys shop here shop there ..... -.- no brains...
not embarassed by what you have done ah
**********************************************************************************

and gosh how did i fare as a leader? haha
i dont know!! i think i suck
but i have good members :)
wanna work with you all again!!

let this experience be a lesson for me
i have learnt about my weaknesses
haha will try to improve!

ok whats next?

1) exams
2) cello tee design
3) farewell party planning
yup! like tht...

jiayou!!

sometimes......if i have lesser stuff... lesser commitments, it'll be better.
i dont have to lift a finger, and i get what i want...
people strive so hard.
i suck. sorry.

pictures!

2008-08-05T04:08:00.000-07:00

hope skies will remain this blue!

hehe act cute! the main thing is the LOLLY!

yeah! my dear seniors! love you both so much!

laypeng's newly found technique haha

grinning.....

hope our hardwork wont go down the drain!

seniors... seniors.... SMILE! haha

you all are like candy =) so addictive and swt!

as can see above, CELLO is a great part of MEMEME! haha

smile forever like the pictures!!

stressed

2008-08-05T03:43:00.000-07:00

ok. i heard from many that i am stressed.
am i?
maybe. haha
hmm hmm hmm

i love zengmei and junyan!
thanks alot you two today!
just a coincidence i met you guys there haha
the words you both said were great! thanks! =)
much much happier whoo!
hehe my dear seniors!

i love jabrina!
who gave good suggestions and putting your heart and soul into it

i love christine!
who put in loads of effort and stuff. dedicated member!

i love mingming!
you are always there and you rock!

i love shuqi!
you have super good ideas and you're like the strategist and accountant hehe. thanks alot for your brain cells!

i love laylay!
hehe you dont say stuff into words but i understand...WHOOHOO! haha good good member too! always there to provide help

thanks alot my members!!
hehe..

your putting of heart and your soul, your effort, time, money ..... into the fiesta thing
A BIG THANK YOU for assissting me!
haha i am sort of trapped in my own 'maze'
sorry. kind of stressed up. whatever you guys say i just nodded and say can consider those kind of stuff. i am a total shit leader. apologies! but i'll improve and buck up on friday! HEHE

thanks alot zm and jy!
you guys made me realise and wake up.
though didnt do much, it made a difference.

me

2008-07-31T05:38:00.000-07:00

i just broke you the day before yesterday.
threw you in the bin.
you have been with me for 3 years.
it was an accident.
you are a replacement of something.
now that you are gone, i almost have nothing left of you.
keep telling myself that you are just a cup.
but to me, you are just more and a cup, more than a ceramic cup.
because you are a substitute, without you, i have nothing left of him.
i am telling myself that you are just a cup. just an ordinary cup.
but there is this thorn in me that tells me, no, you are more than just a cup.
the soul is there.
the spirit is there.

you know i have grown taller?
you know i have graduated from primary school and now at secondary school?
you know what school i went to?
you know what cca i am in now?
i play cello in co you know? i love it.
i miss you ok?
i got injured yesterday. a cut on my chin, it bled. it hurt. i wanted you to paste the plaster on my chin for me.
you know there's a new addition to the singapore skyline?
its called the singapore flyer
we can see it from the lift lobby.
you know? the view is really great.
we are having new mrt lines a few years later.
the lift at granny's house have been hacked. a new one is being built.
you know?
you know singapore is hosting the youth olympics in 2012?
i dont have much pictures of you.
how?
i cant seem to remember your voice any more.
i yearn to look at you and hear your voice.
i am afraid if i am older, i might forget.
i dont want.
can you come into my dreams?
i really treat as if you are still by my side.
i believe you are still around me, watching me.
i may appear to not bother about your presence but i do.
i just dont show it.
i try to put you behind my mind.
you are kept deep in my heart.
locked.
i want see you.
i am jealous.
why did you leave me.
i am sorry. i was the one who......
its all my fault.
if not for me, all of these would not have happened.

i miss you ....

hope fiesta is fine
my results are good.
i want to grow even taller! i want to be of the same height as you!
i want to be happy.
forget about everything and i want you.
can you come back?

realising

2008-07-26T23:59:00.000-07:00

i have realised that every sunday is kind of a 'self-realising' day
cause
i am too beat to get out of the house.
mon-fri SCHOOL DAYS
sat-co and go granny house and the day is over
sun- TODAY! sleeping day. rest rest rest. so i rarely go out -.-
how sad.
had a weird dream or what. in this garden, very pretty and REALLY GREEN no flowers. just green with loads of leaves and vines over your heads and trees
then got a few grown ups walking about. cant remember but go this weird evil woman trying to do harm to the garden -.-
how stupid. cannot remember

i want to tavel.
i want to.
not much chance luh. to hongkong
cello so many people applying
it'll be great if all seven of us can go.
but the thing is, chances are slim for ME to go.
so sad.
hmm
i really want to go ok!
genting is better as everybody can go! it'll be really nice.
i like it when we are all together instead of being seperated.
like shumei and catherine
huijie and gracie
and the three of us.
now seriously, huiyi and liying are always together.
i feel extra ok? its not their fault.
nobody's fault.
its just like tht.
why cant we just stay together? if we were, we have 'moqi' and play together.
thts really nice.
but this is my own ideas. hmm

i suck seriously.
i suck.
delay so many stuff.
now got the i and e thing.
phew!
hope my group can really stand by each other lor.
being so childish like to talk bad about each other and complaining to me the leader.
i dont want to be.
never mind
i suck on cme and vl lesson lor.
like even spouted vulgarities while presenting -.-
and tht ah peh aiyah so quiet. dont want help me.
lucky never scold me when i said MA DE! -.-
haha

and the sc stuff... ok nvm
our class, i really like it.
dont want say le.

shouldnt have said those stuff to sh ):

i have got it worked out.
i have to start saving and grab every opportunity to travel if i want to
GO ROUND THE WORLD,
every street and alley must have my footsteps
i have mentioned this alot.
and then, i not young le lor
thirteen going on fourteen
and must start from young!
and the money....hmmm
really, have to save from now.
i bet the prices of stuff are going to soar.

my preparations of fulfilling my dream
nono. not dream. something i HAVE to do.
dont just think and do nothing people!
start planning on how to achieve it haha.
dont know will work or not.

hmmm

2008-07-21T01:28:00.000-07:00

well i got tons of stuff to do...
like erm my zuo wen
i think i'll write tht tapestry one
since got nothing to write about my troubles tht topic(some aint to be shared by teachers!)
ok set! my zuowen
i realised tht the more peculiar and more interesting and more uncommon your zuowen is, the more marks you get =D haha but just dont go too far till you out of point

anyway anyway
hmmm hmmm hmmm
dunno how. my cello at jabrina house
maybe tues not free
so paiseh
her house leh
cello so big
block way haha
damn sorry

anyway anyway
today was kind of boring!
i wanna go travel!
whee!!

i need to get top 3 in class to get my contact lens -.-
tht is purely blackmailing little kids lor mummy!
gah gah gah
sian!

this post is so so so (meaningless)

hmmm
going to move classroom i guess.
going to leave my neighbours at 3rd level (zm and hy)
hai
so saddening!
hope they delay haha
then can more time with them! and the HELLOS! at zm's window
aww. will miss her when she is gone.

books

2008-07-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

been reading the stephenie meyer books recently
hehe
now at new moon
yea. super slow. no interest in it in the first place as i dont understand why girls are so so captured by the edward in the story -.-
ok. then i think ehh got motion pictures coming tht means damn cool lah
haha
then i read lor.
now in the middle parts of new moon= no edward -.-
damn sian
i practically scanned through the chapters okay!
i am those who like spoilers haha
and friday was a real bad day
damn it.
stuck at the stupid leonard tan talking session okay!
then when i was supposed to be at the co one
always clash
sian ok!
and when i went back, i dont know which idiot locked my bag and my SUPER BIG ah mei to the power of five in it
shrouded in darkness damn it!
found lei mee and she helped me
i think she like me lor! WAHAHA! :P:P
thts good lor
cause i dont like her haha
and she heard me calling her lei mee
i didnt see her coming lor!
i am dead
so so dead.

anyway
dont want to say anymore
these days I DONT LIKE!

i want go travel!
please please. bless me with MONEY! then i go travel round the world on my own HAHA (clearly impossible)

i am thinking of a mass dance on the party
tht means must choose song and create a dance
idea i think good leh haha
but it takes some time though
and people to participate

prince froggie

2008-07-15T05:54:00.001-07:00

haha this post is called......... prince froggie!
from tht super cute frog cum bag haha
whoo!
so excited haha gonna bring it one dazu on sat.
today outing with my dearest CO PEOPLE!
was super fun!
haha
cause recently i quite fan with some things
HEHE
actually wanted to go home with shenghan one
but met them so go IKEA with them
gosh then me and claire and juline and yiliang were slacking around and camwhore around the display rooms like some 'happy family' haha
zilian is in the air!
gosh these two days dunno take how many pics already haha
WAHAHA
damn fun haha
gonna snatch those pics from claire!

and then weibin and stephy and eric joined
but eric went after a teeny little while.
then haha
then we were PLAYING!
got this damn ah neh couple
keep pointing at us
then we just like tht lor
then after we paid for our FROGS
they were quarrelling with the IKEA workers
the ah neh couple
HOW COULD THEY
we thought wad happened
tht ah neh guy was DAMN LOUD
the entire dua IKEA building can hea rlor
haha ok not so exaggerated
then he was pointing madly at us
then aftwards the workers come and say what they complain tht we were noisy, nobody stop us lallaa run here run there
HELLO! your description abit too what lor
as if we are ignorant pri school kids
and then damn it
hAHA
anyway they were entertaining enough whoo!
HEEHEE
and i went home lala
quite late hor!
now 8+

JUST TO SUMMARISE A LITTLE!

photos!

2008-07-14T04:34:00.000-07:00

wheee!! cool right?!

me and tht ding dong belle!

today was sort of a 'thinking' session for myself

i thought about lots of things

haha but i have this thinking session everyday on tht long 72 ride home

thus.... resulting a MATURE ME! WAHAHA

anyway anyway

haha the pictures we took at foodcourt
hmm.
quite disappointed in laypeng.
to say the truth, i totally object to it and i am very against it.
but it is her life, none of my business haha
bu zai hu tian chang di jiu
zhi zai hu ceng jing yong you
we wont be friends forever right?
those are a pack of lies tht naive earthlings say.
but it is just that we were once friends
gosh. what am i saying haha
quite excited!
tmr we got cello pictures!!
whoo!
hmm well :/ i dont know
i take back my words about hating co.
tht day was yi shi qi hua
totally angry
better impression of co le
very glad that i say leimee say my art was pretty
love it!

mardi gras

2008-07-13T02:23:00.000-07:00

ok
listen here. this is uber cool.
haha
i wanna get myself involved in these rich culture and cool
history!

mardi gras
The history of the Venetian Mask is one which sounds as though it stems from fairytale or legend but which goes to show that sometimes truth is stranger than fiction.
Way back in the 13th Century, Venice was more than just a small city in Italy. It was a very important part of Italy and was known by the name of the Venetian Republic. This Republic was small, with a population in the region of 150,000 people. Nonetheless, the Republic had a very successful trade, which was ship building, and was able to produce one battleship in as little as thirty days. This was a very fast turnaround, made possible by the fact that the shipyards employed 15,000 of the local residents, a staggering ten per cent of the state's overall population. In addition to the shipyards, the Venetian Republic required workforces in all other aspects of daily life. The Republic was a well oiled machine which functioned smoothly and well and this meant that the citizens of the Venetian Republic were wealthy and successful. This wealth, luxury and extravagance, coupled with the beauty of the state, made the Republic very appealing to the rest of the world.
It was this wealth that was to bring about the tradition of the Venetian mask. Over time, the citizens of the Venetian Republic began to realise that if they concealed their identity they became able to carry out their daily lives in secrecy and without fear of retribution. With so much personal wealth in the state, people often found themselves making deals and agreements with other citizens outside of the eyes of the law. With the population as small as it was, many wanted to carry out such deals as these without other people knowing their business, and so the wearing of a mask became popular.
Once people began to see others wearing masks, it became apparent that they could hold additional benefits. When wearing a mask your identity is concealed and so your social status is not known to others. This allowed servants and business owners to be treated equally and prevented any form of inequality or prejudice. It also allowed all of the citizens of the Republic to have their say on matters which were important to them, allowing them to remain anonymous in the process. This was mutually beneficial to both the citizens and officials visiting the city, who were able to receive honest answers to their questions from the whole spectrum of residents. Soon, all of the city's residents were wearing masks to go about their daily lives.
This mutual benefit for all of wearing masks was not to last long though. It did not take long for people to start to take advantage of the concealment of their identity and to benefit from their anonymity. Knowing that there were to be no repercussions of their actions, as no-one could be identified, the society began to behave more lavishly and without fear. As a busy city with travellers and business visitors descending upon them daily, sexual promiscuity became common place and gambling was known to be occurring all through the day and the night, all over the city. In fact, gambling was even occurring in convents and was undertaken by men, women and even children. Homosexuality was starting to spread throughout the Republic and was not condemned there as it was in the rest of the country. Women were able to flaunt their sexuality in revealing clothing and engaged in promiscuous behaviour. Even those who had taken religious vows, such as monks and nuns, were undertaking the same activities as the rest of the population, wearing fashionable outfits, gambling and prostituting themselves.
The capital of Italy, Rome, knew about the activities which were occurring in the Venetian Republic but for some time chose to ignore them as long as the Republic was continuing to make regular and substantial financial deposits. However, a decision was finally reached to ban the wearing of masks throughout the majority of the year, only permitting it in a three month period from the 26th December onwards. Over time this has been gradually lessened and is now more commonly associated with week long festivities known as Carnevale, or Mardi Gras.

bored!

2008-07-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

egypt ah egypt!! haha ten years later. WHOO!
hope you guys wont forget me by then! :/

practices are kind of getting boring.
i damn scared. my juniors still cannot read scores
they were taught how to read on the very first day. (junyan teach one)
i last yr did not lor.
it took me abt two mths.
but it is july now.
how?
today the dazu was kind of HA-ha
hmmm
realised. cello actually suck.
other people junior can play leh.
ours still cannot.
HOW?
jiayou people! (my juniors!)
see! i am nice =D
ok.
better start designing the cello tee ....
hmm
cool !
haha and the farwell party ppt photos we've got some cute ones!!
heehee

ta ta!
let the show begin!

thanks alot zm!! for the 50 mins of your life WAHAH
and huiyi too!
the 20 min of your life.
and liying too! the 3 min of your life.

CLAIRE FOR THE TEN MINS of your precious life!

bad day

2008-07-11T06:30:00.000-07:00

today was kind of a bad day.
loads of things pissed me off.
super BU SHUANG!
...
but all these problems are long term one.
not just pissed off la.
there's nothing i can do anyway.
helpless.
wanted to yell okay
but just SUPPRESSED IT.
haha is this the so-called stress?
haha
ihave been wearing super gorgeous masks can
pretend and pretend. people fall for it.
recently been questioning myself
do i really suck in art?
gosh.

let me count
how many things pissed me off today

ONE.
those damn gu niang girls. the sun doesnt kill. get real.
TWO.
stop lying la. it is really sick. having proper lesssons are fine. skipping a meal wont kill
THREE.
be punctual alright? just dont want to scold you guys lor. i am really angry. not punctual, dont come instead. quit la. we dont need uninterested ones.
FOUR.
dont act so close and as if you understand me so much. you really make me puke. you are not really my friend. if not for the .... circumstances, you will never be my friend in school.
FIVE.
your mind isnt composed of great genuis genes alright. stop it. show some respect hey.
SIX.
stop strolling in. your eyeballs cant see? the school compound is filled with air. everybody is gone. dont waste time. be AWARE of your surroundings. still stroll in slowly. and YOU! i dont care the fucking hell whether your bf help you carry or what. FASTER you freaking shithole. still there slowly stroll in, shake here shake there. ya la ya la your hair VERY PRETTY okok. FASTER. you really disgust me

whatever.
ranted at huiyi. i am fine now =)
haha
cant stand it.
especially our section. to say the truth, hearing praises of what oh you guys were awesome, you played great... yea yea.
you dont see the BIG HUMONGOUS picture.
oh-so superly segregated like little particles of dunno what. you guys just dont see.
its damn pitiful.
so what if you played great? it means nothing.
total nothingness.
if you arent stickin together, it means nothing.
i'll rather play BADLY but are very close okay
i would love to play badly for that.

guess what?
i thing i loved so much-co
i hate it now.
i hate it
how?

i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.

i hate the Chinese Orchestra.
ok?
get it?
i hate it.
IT disgust me so much.

time to put on my gorgeous mask again!
smile. smile.

currently

2008-07-10T04:57:00.001-07:00

rah rah rah
now lots of things to do.
dont know where to start. grrr
abit sick.
dont want do all.

sick

2008-07-06T23:06:00.001-07:00

i am sick of editting those NEW links
i dont care :P
haha
its really very ma fan to especially to the template and edit the links people had
i dont care
who ask you guys have such LONG urls
wait till i am in the mood to.
about the party, i really NO IDEA
about the theme
no matter how what, there will still be critisms yes, DUH obvious
and the THEME!!
i want a save earth theme lor
haha
tht will get too personal
theme theme theme
it has to be fun and interactive and engaging and lah lah lah

hmmmm
hmmmm
HMMMMM!!

milk.
suddenly i want milk.
milk.
milk.
milk.

oh oh and i suddenly have many many books to read HAHA

nowadays

2008-07-04T08:15:00.000-07:00

hmm..
im gonna go into the BOOK MODE!
suddenly feel like reading those thick thick books and finish it and think i very smart haha
anyway i suck lah.
my grades really dropped.
now must step up!
all the fun is over DUH!
i have to go home early now.
i have to stop going for self prac.
i have to go home for afternoon nap to catch up on sleep!
i have to stop going places that i often go after school like
err, the swing? the library? haha and esplanade!
whoo!
not that often lah
just like that.
i was mugging the 2nd semester last year.
1st semester now i realise i have been studying too much. i started to slack and find the REAL ME!
now 2nd semester must mug again!!
mug mug mug
miss out alot of things i guess.
just for those A1s? just for those top positions?
damn.
singapore is just like that. all about achieving.
recently that arrogant coelho sort of let me find and think about
what kind of person am i
i think very long lor
i dont know
shit. how to do art. i dunno myself
i realise, people have been saying that art is the thing you can find and show your true self
bullshit leh i think
even if i super sad, when i go 'arting' i will still use bright colours haha

anyway
my goal:
is to find myself ( idunno how)
promote
stopping of global warming and climate change(my very little part)
stop wasting food and money, get shallow singaporeans to realise poverty in other countries
hmmm
people to change for a positive perspective of art.

currently all these la
i think hor
laypeng, my current target(HEHE) is succeeding
that day cereal day i was telling her all those things
then she as usual (DONTCAREME)
then got geog
she saw those sad pictures of people living in slumps, eating rubbish
she very sad
SEE! my first target succeedING
singaporeans just dont see the big picture
what they see, what their eyes feed them is pretty trees, shiok aircons, fun, play all those
but if they see those other countries, they then will realise the truth can
all these years of nagging by the government they turn a deaf ear.
they just do not realise.

recently the miss lim showed us this LETTER IN 2070
gosh it really, i think, can change one's opinion
it is a ppt, depicting life in 2070
life, without WATER
damn, if only the entire world gets to see this ppt

haha

i sound as if like i very ambitious and very like dreaming or think that i am capable or what haha
but just want to promote all these la.

i think all these are like SO ESSENTIAL
get people to see big picture tht they do not see.

SEE!

co!

2008-06-29T20:02:00.000-07:00

haha tapestry was.... no comments haha
i was far too nervous to listen to other people. scores are my best buddy =)
very very nervous!
i was totally jumping and mumbling to myself to CALM DOWN haha
catherine too!
i was like tan yuyun you can do it!!
just play like no one is looking!!!
haha and la la la laqing wne qu the mistake i made i guess was to play re instead of ti
wrong ah wrong ah
haha
then i tried to smile!! :)
while playing
when play dont face black black =)
and whoo!!! shenghan shouted for me!
haha
and cello gotten really NICE and ENCOURAGING PRAISES like the swaying haha
dunno why.
the praises we got were mostly on the swaying haha
cello itself is pretty enough, anyhow sway also can
ahha
YO!!! cello was great!!!
thanks zm for the choc and the cards which you rephrased the meaning for everyone haha =) love you cello mummy!! we want milk!! we want milk!!
thanks junyan for the insane and loud shouting and actions from you haha and your choc.
everyone i swore was looking at you
haha
and shenghan for the YUYUN! whoo!
EDENUIS!!!! for your shouting!! whee!! though i cant hear you
so encouraging you all :)
NASCO just rock!!

haha
and we were crazy on the bus. :)
we lost the back seat though. ):

lao shi was like telling us play wrong also nvm. haha tehy dont know anyway
and if zouyin then pretend lor haha
wads next ah? after tapestry
aww

to cello parents: give us flowers next time ah!!!

today

2008-06-28T03:18:00.000-07:00

hmm today wad kind of haha
i dont know
and we had a TALK after dazu!
haha
which lasted for about THREE WHOLE HOURS about randoms stuff
hmm know more about each other :D
and alot of othr irrelevant stuff
more tan bai to one another!!
hmm i want to be in the same class as liying!
but its impossible
sigh

quite honest la we all :D
talked about the peoplewedisliked in cello
haha
WE ALL HAD THE SAME PERSON IN MIND
haha

really.
its feels so nice to be super honest

super honest? bad sentece structure!
anyway
wegotpraised!!!
like WAHAHAHA
last week also!
okok not proud but glad la
and feel encouraged
really. it feels great
well probably cause we do not have sec ones in dazu while others have
and thus, we are like 'better'
but no good lah getting too much compliments.

one must go for greater heights!

haha and i even did a comparison like who gives me a sense of security.
ok, i shall elaborate.
when you are playing alone, you may be worrying about what paizi and the yinzhun all that. and even if you are right, you fear that you are wrong. when you play together, you feel very secured.
and then hor!!!
liying gives me sense of security? yes! but not too much. cause she is smaller in size haha
shumei gives me sense of security? yes! mor ethan liying as she will tell me whr i wrong and tell me how to improve and she is bigger in size than liying :D
huiyi lehh?? hmmm sadly, haha not much as with her like always very not serious haha. and when she daydreaming, as USUAL, the sense of security not too much. ah ha!! dont be sad:) you will fill in all the blanks one day
zengmei!!! ok she gives me the MOST SENSE OF SECURITY
as in, firstly, she is bigger in size ok, weird, size=security?
anyway she is the one when you feel sad or happy!!
aiyah she is just there for you lah.

yup like that. kind of
dont know what to say.
kind of afraid tomorrow
i might get anxious when i see the BIG CROWD below
like tht time cch one.
gosh i because i played wrongly at the cch one i am kind of having a 'phobia' kind of thing.
the aftermath. -.-
yaya stupid.
really afraid. lucky sit with shumei :) my sense of security heehee
and hope i can really play very well!!
feel stupid -.-
the mandala how come everyone play and learn so fast ah?
i learnt for like 3 days or one week i think? and i even played wrongly due to anxiousness -.- at the real performance the cch one.
am i really that stupid? gahh
learn things so slow.
even cried because cannot play mandala. how great.
how come now they learn so fast?!
why!!
i practiced the whole week for tapestry ok!
i am really very nu li lor.
GAHH
maybe not enough?
i dont know
i have sort of counted.
this week more than 20 hrs on practice
my leg muscles hurt.
sitting position too long.

jiayou! haha dont get anxious!
relax!

we suck

2008-06-22T08:14:00.001-07:00

ok today was a mess.
wasted a day sleeping and wasting time.
did not finish my hw.
ben xiao jie dont feel like wor!
suddenly find the wor word damn funny
haha

anyway yesterday like everybody said WAS A MESS man
and cello was on the headlines!
cool~ haha
-.-

okay firstly
everybody wad lke shit can
izzit very scared? on stage?
then must relax.
play like nobody looking.
relax. then NOBODY SHOUT
damnit
wads with their problem la
normally at cd shelter everyone can shout mah
if scared throw face then lets dui lian together lor
that wad kymberly said
gosh i can like totally hear me and gracie's voice la
am so freaking angry.
DAMNIT
you liddat you tell me you want go perform
go die la
and the people ah
birng home prac will die meh?
WILL MEH?
i didnt know situation was so bad until a few wks ago the guo changsuo asked individually some people if they did prac at home
hello-o
got brains or not?
instruments are SO NOT for to bai mei at home can'?
just dont slack la
10 mins also got prac mah.
what shit attitude is all these la
i dare say i DID practice lor at home.
99% got prac if i brought it home

ok not like i very good or wad la
but i ENTHU mah
is my enthusiasm tht i am proud of and have a right to say people can!!

just shout,relax,reduce mistakes, sway, have feelings and THEREYOUGO
so hard meh?
do those people even try?
gosh. they'll be the death of me.
SHOUT LA COMEON

---endof screamingsession---

haha on the cello,
lalalala
huiyi was THEONE who said need bring instruments up? haha
dumb.
headline NUMBERONE

we lost meh meh yun OMG
OHMYGOSH
how can
who the hell la
the guy told us to put there
never tell us put ON THE LORRY lOR
then who knows when got ot school only got SIX
then i was like SHITSHITSHIT
its meh meh yun
my dear old meh meh yun
so worried about you okay!
though you are just a piece of freaking wood haha
all the cello put together how can miss out one!!
i was even thinking its maybe the unloading bay UNCLE who scolded us for 'blocking' the way go see the cello which one prettiest ---meh meh yun has the crown! =) then go burn or cut into pieces and come back with the ashes or corpse later
damnit
then dunno why dunno why
leimee appeared with it.

i was jumping like hell and grinning from ear to ear and pointing like haha at leimee's hands of cello!
haha
imweird
my reaction.
its just a piece of wood haha
GAGGA
no one can have my cello ah
NO.ONE

it is MINE FOREVER till it is reduced to wood ashes, it still is!!
anyway
later took bus with KYMBERLY! on THIRTYEIGHT
she's nice! the impression she always gave me
haha then like that. we were complaining about the shouting part. we were angry people!

then got to airport
to meet my sis
so throw face.
i scared the people might check me haha
for carrying a 'corpse' like wad that damn lavania said
gagaga
its a pretty thing=)
then walk around lalalala

lalalala
fetched by uncle and got home after my AH MA HOUSE
then today also fetched by auntie after HER HOUSE
ok have been fetched home so many times
i think i will die if no car.

gone!

2008-06-20T05:34:00.000-07:00

:(
im kind of UNHAPPY!
mummy going china until wednesday :(
i was so bor chap these days la
didnt even bother.
afew hrs later she is FLYING!!!
i want to cry!!!
MOMMY!!

lalaala
haha

so old already.
stop it!

its a fine day :)

friend for life

2008-06-19T00:14:00.000-07:00

went out with rachel yesterday :)
super glad
not happy.
how to say ah. i dunno leh
i dont really enjoy the shopping experience because of the rain
but i really feel so-so comfortable with her leh.
as in she has been my BESTFRIEND since pri TWO
try beating that record of mine and hers! :P
then its like, even if you have a bestfriend in primary school lalala
wad wad very close and all that, in secondary school you will lost contact.
not really lost, as in got your number and email and stuff,
how often do you even talk and meet up?
feel so PROUD of myself :D

although we never conact or talk on msn, we dont feel very out of place or weird when we are together :D
the thing is.... pri 2-4 same class
but pri 5 onwards no.
believe it? GAHH
haha
even if people like since pri 2 to me with pri 6 also that tht close (:
hmm hope can be with her in jc perhaps?

i mean, its really nice to be with her.
humans all put on different masks.
but with her no need lor
no need to act or what.
even be myself can also be until damn happy.
though we just kept looking at the stuffs in shops and did not talk much. :D
cant believe it.
this year is the first time i see her -.-
how pathetic

and..... her purse got VERY FEW things!
but hor...
BUT HOR!!
got a 'friendship card' from me she still keep lor!!!
WHOO! its one of the VERY FEW things
i also!!! the card she gave me in my purse too!!
and the feathers ... haha the bird died. -.-
aww....
she is a great friend!!

KABOOM!

2008-06-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

GAHH
super irritated and disgusted by tht damn bus conductor in BUS SVENTY TWO
i HATE BLOODY FUCKING STRANGERS WHO COME AND KAJIAO MY SISTER!!
duh
though she is older and oh so good at dealing stuff and has a slurp! sharp tongue.
as in, she was once in a debate team :D
FEW MONTHS only due to the student ratio of
china students---> ALL
my sister--------> ONE
therefore she quitted
haha anyway she was forced to.

she's in the shooting team! BAMM!

anyway!
i need A proper holiday!
erm my chinese and my english my geography my tee designs my shopping
THE BOOKS I WANT TO READ.

this post is boring. forget it.

cheated!

2008-06-15T20:03:00.000-07:00

i have been cheated!!!

i went so early in the morning and even woke up at 7am -.-
i went school for the dunno wad co meeting
for like TWENTY MINUTES which i cant even hear what they talking as they were super soft.
and like that, the meeting was over.
i had nothing to do. no prac, and i went home
-.-
its takes me 1hr home to and fro school YOU KNOW!
i just like watse 2 hrs of my PRECIOUS LIFE
i could have stayed at home and save money for my DREAM
:O
hee heee
what can i do even if i stay at home? -.-
anyway,
i have been cheated!!!
CHEATED!
c-h-e-a-t-e-d!
RAHHH

THE ONE!

2008-06-15T04:25:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday zengzeng
haha
i dont think you will see but i sent you an sms already!
i just blog for the sake of blogging :D
thanks for being a GREAT friend and senior and my hao peng you! -.-
zengzeng shi liu da shou :D
stay a happy girl!!! and white too! SMILE!! haha and your soft and white cheek!
lala okok. you are nice.
hope the cactus dont die :P
if someone gives me a plant on my bday i will be happy and go nuts haha

nothing. just another boring day. though i went shopping.

i think i am gonna be sick
OHH

TEN YEARS LATER TO EGYPT!!
:DD

i want other places too.
better drag some tom dick harry to save money and go with me haha.

me!

2008-06-12T18:50:00.000-07:00

hmm
i have designs of cello tee and co tee in my magnificent brain WAHAHA
if i get hit by a car, HEHEHE. no designs!
teacher never say need co tee design yet but i design first in case any one of them nag and rush me again like the collar pin.
i SO REGRET anyhow draw the pin.
because i really hate ppl rushing me to do stuff lor.
although i am a perfectionist and would pass up things until perfection, they rush liddat i am super buay song la.
i really will anyhow draw like the pin.
damn it.
the thing i hate most is people rushing me!!!
GRRR
i am gonna bite!
and i realise i have been oh-so anti social recently haha
just dont feel like.
have to be more sociable la. SMILE! eeee :D
and people will friend you
-.-
what shit am i crapping.
like some despo for friends. -.-
no la, just have to have MORE friends.
aiyah more friends than more enemies right?
haha.

KAREN is always there for me!!
listen to me ramble :D
i think i like to complain but i will do things until i finish even if i hate it and keep complaining haha. comment from huiyi. SHE SAYS I AM A RESPONSIBLE PERSON!!
whoo haha.

my wish. my dreams!

2008-06-09T07:50:00.000-07:00

haha random

i remember having this dream of
GOING AROUND tHE WORLD

every street and alley. i must cover!!!

i had this wish again on last wed haha-.-

not funny

because i gave up on it a while ago due to the reality i have seen

MUST WORK!

then got MONEY!
then can TRAVEL!
when i can travel round then world and have enough money,
i would have died can?!

-.-

HOW!!!

ahhh damn it. wad shit reality is this

shake shake shake

2008-06-03T05:41:00.001-07:00

ahh
my heart is throbbing -.-
very pain. i dunno why
deep breathe!
in and out!
lalala

freaky!

2008-06-02T17:27:00.000-07:00

alright. it is 8.28am now
i am awake.
woke up from a bad dream.
it is no ordinary bad dream. serious.
it is not a nightmare but a freaky one.
i have never came across such a dream before
i was so freaked out i woke up at 7.20am=.=
its like so .....enigma is the word.
so mysterious and like you know, dreams are normally related to your life or wad you have came across in the day.
but this is SO NOT
even when i am awake, i have never came across such bizarre things.
here goes

i was shopping along some shopping district in singapore
many many people and crowded like orchard
then opp the street was this dilapidated huge building
DILAPIDATED. note this.
then some workers were trying to put up HUGE samsung advertisements
and they were on these wires or smth like those things workers use to paint th building but this is to put up a samsung advertisement
and when someone in the street pointed to the building, i looked.
then i in a second i saw it in flames.
the building was in flames.
i was shocked and i tried to get back to wad i saw--ppl putting up advertisement
then the next moment, *TINK!* in a flash, i am IN THE BUILDING
the place had many empty cement rooms. then i walked in.
i seemed to be alone. then i saw two fat woman, in modern clothing to be quarrelling over smth.
they cant see me i guess. then i heard smth like from the next room, MUMMY!
then the next moment i was in the next room. then suddenly the room walls were with blood
fresh and dried blood on the wall for real.
then the next scene, *TINK!* it was a page from a story book.
it read

the girl screamed "mummy!"
the girl's old grandfather was with a bathtub. there was a pretty girl. her body was red and bloody. he kept scrubbing her hard and clean. she was so hideous that she couldnt be seen clearly her face. the tiles were with dried blood.
"where is mummy?"
"the next door. you wont get to see her for the next 8000 years"

(THE END OF MY FIRST DREAM) i tell you ah, i never HAD A NIGHTMARE BEFORE and i am like blogging it? GOSH. ok then the next moment, *TINK*
i am at the next dream.

got this malay uncle standing in front of the building just now, telling me, "thats the story."

then suddenly *TINK* i am at a storybook page again -.-
then it was a different story.
how should i describe this guy?
he wasnt human.
just a being. he looked scary. in 17 century clothing
like those vampire era.
then is ANGMOH 17 century clothing.
ANGMOH ah. note that.
he looked like an evil elf or smth. taller and bigger in size.
then he was telling me his story.
he looked young but he IS OLD. (typical freaky being story) ok then
then he kept grinning and seemed to be proud to tell me his story.
he seemed to be alive in the book.
then he go say
when he was young or smth, i cant rmb. it was a dream DUH
then he kept kena caught by the people of his church or smth.
then it was a PICTURE BOOK.
with a few sentences below the picture in the pages.
the pictures were big and colourful and just like any other storybook and the drawings and colouring were fantastic.
really. fantastic artwork.
then he was rebellious, often caught by members of his catholic? christian church?
i dont know
just a church..
it was dark and gloomy and like only got candles in the walkway (very old and 17th century indeed)
then they carried him in the olden times that kind of coffin design. like diamond shape one
but at the end is like flat one. then at the end of the coffin got a big hole, with bars to give him air and he was grinning and trying to get out.
then....SHIT I FORGOT WAD HAPPENED.
then aiyah after that he just like very proud of himself for being caught always and the people in his life all hated him
he was an orphan or smth.
i really cannot remember.
and at the end, he went like thanking me for listening to his story, about his life in the from the storybook. gosh he told his story life from the book.
and oh ya! the people seemed to have some evil magical black magic powers. i cannot remember really.
and at the end, he went like
"the next 8000 years. HEHEHE!" evily.
same as the first dream. eight thousand years.

the laughs weren't childish or wad leh. as in the evil laugh is like eleganty and classic one.

FREAKY OR NOT YOU TELL ME!
i cant sleep la!!

ok got to meet karen later on. at national library!
i woke up i cant sleep (of course la!) then i keep staring at the trees below my house and i READ NEWSPAPERS of TODAY
and i was sort of relieved i dont know
like more relieved and i felt that i was safe.

weird day

2008-05-31T07:03:00.000-07:00

i must say in the morning i woke up like 20mins later
then i rush rush rush haha.
then haha
when i took 291 the school bus stop i saw THREE girls rushing and running
minghui and huiyi and liying
haha
i was supposed to meet minghui but she was late as usual and told me to go in first
they tot i was earlier HAHA
its like the bus, the place where it stoppped was exactly where they were at downstairs at the bus stop
then i just conveniently joined in haha
haha
i knew the FULL STORY
huiyi and minghui met on 81?
then liying met them while she was walking
and they met me when i came down the bus?
we rushed together to avoid scoldings?
yup! that is it haha

then morning kena pissed by gracie=.=
i actually very nice to her lor
always help her keep gong and stopper and lalala
concern her ask her stuff and SMILE AT HER
and guess wad she did?
before that, huiyi kept emphasizing about how important it is to have the YUNGUAN CELLO SET. the gong the cello the stopper and the casing
then i aiyah nvm la
gracie just LOVES to use the yunguan casing at first i was like aiyah nvm la
then huiyi tell me the IMPORTANCE OF IT
then gracie ask me
you want use? if not i want
i say huh? and i said
"why you 死都要use this casing?"
and she went
yin wei hao yong wad
i was like HUH!
havent huiyi been saying loads of times the casing is NO ORDINARY CASING!!! -.-
i mean i dont mind la
its like she super stubborn and ridiculous!
the way she talk to me is like damn rude and guo fen can!!!
its like she is beating around the bush
which means
I WANT THIS PARTICULAR CASING
IT IS NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN OTHER CASINGS WAD. HOW COME YOU DONT LET ME USE!!!
its like DUH
me myself i dont see any difference between the rest just that can put TWO GONGS
damn her la. just aiyah dunno la
piss me off
i dont mind her using but is like SO RUDE! the way she talks

anyway
lala go eat lunch
and gosh i saw MR XIANG
haha
foo cexiang
didnt know he came back
i tot i saw the wrong person or wad
and i kept staring before i said hi
=.= yes yes dumb.
i should have ran away AH HA!
ok la at least i can still recognise and he too! :D
i have good memory of people BUT NOT SOME SHIT SCIENCE OR HISTORY
funny leh
i was i kept oh my god after i walk away
ok siao
its like i never expect la
i do this everytime i see a familar person on the streets haha
insane lala

fun!

2008-05-28T22:58:00.000-07:00

heehee!

got back from the camp!
hah i am black! zm must be jealous !! whoo!
haha
had fun. :D
summarise la. lazy type
first day super sian and all
very quiet! dont feel like talking
jonah was complaining abt me not paddling during kayaking
i want puke mah!!!!
:P :P :P
i am fine now :)
then lalala

2nd day dunno why
i was HIGH
haha keep laughing and getting more engaged
i realise my facilitators like to go in a daze
-.- haha but nice la they all :D
yiliang maisarah hidayat :DD
haha
then lalala
i realise i learnt how to talk more with strangers and intro myself and pronounce my name to strangers in this school -.-
in pri sch i hate to do so haha
and i realise i very hate to lose
and i am very determined to do things
i am a perfectionist
i hate dirtiness
i like to keep clean
haha random

memorable!!!
point at the aeroplanes!!
whee!!
-.- other group and teachers copy. is our GROUP SIX uniqueness leh!!!

haha and the fedex thing
i think i so dui lian -.-
i didnt know nid to run another round
just run lor. so embarassing!!! i even said like why you're chasing me
throw face throw face lalala

my group six!!!!
me.claire.jonah.jermaine.kiaheng? dunno how to spell. sp. raudha. hidaya
:D
haha
sp dunno why so INFAMOUS in school
haha
like alot of ppl know her and hate her
me and claire neutral :D
i dont really like nor hate her la
she is just another being in school!

hmmm on whole enjoyed the thing!!!
NOT FOR THE GROSTEQUE TOILET!
almost want cry lor when see the toilet liddat
haha
hmmm
home sweet home :)
try to do all my homework!!! fast fast then focus on tapestry:)
co jiayou!!
yeah! my group got FIVE from co
including me:D
co rocks ah!!!!
haha
hope ppl can love co like i do
but i know alot dont.
thats sad.

i hate people to come co for the cca points and attendance
THRASH THEM!!!
how can!!!
or maybe is me myself 'love' co too much
dont know!

me me me!!!

2008-05-24T22:55:00.000-07:00

hmm many many days havent blogged wahaha
i havent been touching my dear laptop for days!
abedient little me!!!
wahaha
ok, no. just that i havent got anytime anyway
busy!busy!busy!

THURSDAY
morning ah wong showed us the coach carter show
COOL!~
nice and constructive movie
LALALA
left early for co!!!
CO! CO!
chinese orchestra!
and practiced alot on the parts i didnt know well
i suck.
yes i do.
i learn things real slow.
but can leh! i can! i know the parts i dont before!
my finger hurts~!
:(
then lalala. its show time! -.--.-.-.-
i dont know why i panicked in the middle when things all went right
i wad deep breathing and like RELAX!!! just a dumb CCH perormance
then my gong fas went wrong for a few bars D:
oh no!!!
and i tikam chose another bar to join in
and i correct :D
haha
then liddat!
its done!
why am i always like this?
never ever 100% correct

FRIDAY
i went at 2.20pm :)
my report book
ah peh say i alone cannot take!!!
then i was like SHUCKS!
mummy!!!!
i called and like oh ok
come at 3.30
ok lor
i WAIT!
being an obedient and constructive person :DDD , i borrowed 4 books form the library just now and read. the dumb weather made me furious and in no mood, i drew the collar pin
drew for an hour. no sight of mummy
ah peh came talk to me
chat with me with his fave---mandarin!
ok lor
i reply with -----mandarin!
lala co this co that
tell me go take grade.
you think so easy mehh! :P
and wad tell me go become sectional leader
siao. is he blind?!!! I SUCK
WAHAHAHHAA

then wad co standard not good and wad cello last time in YEAR 2000 was good
no point la, my dear ah peh
so long ago. still harping on the past
tsk tsk tsk
MOVE ON!
hahaha. he likes me!! because i nominated him for the..... CARING TEACHERS' AWARD
he very nice la seriously:)
dunno why the others nev nominate him!
lalala
mummy came. cant wait to leave.
she is always like this.
ah peh talk talk talk
she just uh huh uh huh
cant wait to leave
and just hurried off
she is RIDIC!
nvm, if is my sis she will smile smile and go PUNCTUALLY as promised
and talk to teacher long long
cant stand her
SO FAKE!!

then at night go watch INDIANA JONES PRIVATE SCREENING
wahaha
nice!!! during some parts like got wad living dead ppl like pounced on humans, my sis HUGGED ME -.- AND I GRABBED HER ARM
two frightened idiots-.-
i totally sank my fingers in her flesh la haha
and cuddled together
-.- how long havent we been so close haha
only when you scared.
ok, she is nice at times
took the last mrt
missed the last bus
walked home from hougang interchange for half an hour
at 2am

SATIRDAY
lalala dazu
lei mee suck
seirously. cant find her when you need her.
tell the sec ones come to waste their life
they dunno how to play yet!
waste other humans' lives
then go subway lalalala
and go meet laypeng
and went home
changed
dazed
went off
concert
HOME!

i am so not looking forward to the camp
so, NOT!

thanks alot!

2008-05-20T07:25:00.000-07:00

today
the blister from last week, which i squeezed and poked with shrank today
into a piece of think hard skin.
i thought it was alright
and i happily plucked the strings happily and loudly :D
BUT...........
who knows!
the blister of hard skin like kena sliced or smth.
the thing was totally off
the slice of skin with a little bit of skin left intact
then i ehhh
how come so pain and the feeling so diff
to my HORROR! i looked and OMG!
HOW!!
WHY!
WHEN!!!
then ahh!!!!
i think while i was blabbering i splattered some saliva on zm haha
sorry
super pain lor. my first time. and zm trotted off for her HANDYPLAST

PLASTER!PLASTER!MASTER OF BETTER!
-.-
just random blabbering haha
dont mind me

and i was sad :(
the mandala song was totally I DONT KNOW
its either i forgot to repeat or i just cannot continuce from that PARTICULAR BAR
then super pek chek la
as in, very demorralised and dunno wad wnet wrong and at wits end or smth
cant believe it! i cried immediately at cd shelter. dazu sumore
but no one saw :D even if others did i ALSO DONT CARE
WAHAHHAHA
only meant for my CELLO PEOPLE! :D
-.-
zm damn nice!! okok.
zengmei this zengmei that.
:P she suck! WAHHA ... ok. no. just sort of today's climax of the boring day is the prac
then sumore huiyi was pissed with the percussion of the loudness ON PURPOSE!
then i dont know. her eyes were sure fiery!
then zm came and comforted as usual :D and drilled me!
hope i can on thursday
hope i can with shumei and huiyi!
jiayou!
gosh liying should really go lor if not for her china thing
she is like genius la. :D
sure she can catch up, play correctly and lalala

have a nice day!

oops! night :)

the platinum moon and shining high and bright!
turn off the lights!
WHOO!

devoting life to CO

2008-05-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

i think i am more of devoting my life to CO!
WHOOHOO!
haha
i dont know why. well CO WAS already super fun and i look forward to it since last year. but this year, lots of stuff cropped up. though i am beat from all those CO stuff, i am happy and contented! really. it really feels great and fun like you are living the way life should be--constructive.

now, with the collar pin thing, even if i wasnt the one designing, not the welfare person, i would still wear it proudly and gladly without being forced to. CO ROCKS!
i must say the reason i sort of 'like' the school is because of CO and the great amount of fun, sense of belonging and the great people i met there. serious. :D

i am really glad i joined the correct cca. in the past, my old cca in pri school i dont even bother to bond or make new friends. just to attend, paint , draw was satisfaction. well i was wrong. bonding is great fun! DUH! i think i said that during interview so now i am the welfare person HAHA

till now, i dont like to school i must say. ok wad shit sc am i.
i dont sing the school song.
i dont like the school.
why should i sing?
that is my principle.
i will only sing it if i like
therefore i dont like people singing the school song

national anthem is diff
since pri one i have been singing it loudly and happily with great pride:D
till pri 5 when dunno why people just dont like it
they dont sing, dont open the mouth
being a twit then, of course i dont sing la. follow people -.-
but then i still mouth the words
today, i really sing the national anthem and the pledge happily and loudly
I LIKE IT THIS WAY.
though my classmates dont sing at all. like i care. i want to. I LIKE!
thats why i once told zengmei i would never migrate
i love other places. i love to travel ( so much like my uncle)haha
but it was last year, when i was stuck in the bloody snowy shiing mountain in japan last year, sick, dying,(serious. not exaggerating)vomitting much that i ever did, 11+ times teh entire day
i wanted to go home. i wanted the char kuay teow( haha though i dont eat it often) and all the yummy singapore stuff then i realised how i loved singapore. ok the people reading this must be thinking i am insane. while zm says she dont want to migrate as teh country's stability. which means i still can see her 30+ years later. she want to die young -.-

okok back to the CO topic
tian lao shi changed my meh meh yun away
she doesnt understand. soemtimes i really find her quite cold-hearted. she doesnt know what are feelings. she doesnt. it was her who changed my old cello away last year, june. exactly a year. now, a year later, she chnaged again, citing that the sound produced not good. HELL. it is like super pretty and got me zengmei's instead. zm is sort of sad. it is no longer hers. well i say it is hers and she can really have it any time she want to. i'll have half the ownership. i want to give it a name. it is now called ( ah mei to the power of five currently) as mentioned, currently is in the name. means tmeporarily till i discuss with zm wad name to give! i dont know. i want to give name to cellos. i really feel very happy and loved if i name it. haha i dont want to call it IT. its so unfeeling. huiyi mentioned that cello people are the most happiest person in the world. dont know. she read it in a book. true. the shape of cello really resembles a human. and you hug it where ever you go and you hug it when you play. i lOVE IT. regardless of how much blisters, stares it gave me and the inconvenience of its size.

last year, when i got meh meh yun, zm told me to be happy. it is the newest and the prettiest. true. the colour and the touch of its wood is really nice. incomparable to the rest.

this year, i got zm's cello. she tole me to be happy AGAIN. because it has the best strings. ok zengmei is really very encouraging and she like some old hag HAHA who always provides GOOD ADVICE from her so-called past experiences. she only older 2yrs how come she so WISE!! my sis even older as if she that good lor -.- i bet even adults wont have a better way to solve things like she does. haha this comments are also agreed by huiyi!

i guess i must count ,myself blessed. i have had once the 'best cello' the 'prettiest cello' and now the 'best cello strings'
arent i lucky? ;D

claire, JIAYOU!

yuyun is a girl :D

2008-05-13T05:34:00.000-07:00

well i am quite unhappy with my results
and happy too
because.......... the lousiness of my results makes me feel bloody embarassed, makes me wanna strive haha
wadever
i know i suck
i cant just stoop there and see everyone fly and soar

humans do change. humans are terrribly complicated beings. arent we? humans are also super fake at times sometimes for oneself and some JUST BECAUSE they have to. example: if you are a GREAT person, then to BE humnble, you have to say some humble stuff and PRETEND you are unhappy about it when you are really happy for yourself. or wad. ridic. humans just change with the course of things..why do PEOPLE just simply dismiss these things as HUMAN NATURE?

PHEW!

well...

2008-05-11T02:49:00.000-07:00

real sad now:(
the muffin or cookie or the lumps of shit i baked was REVOLTING
wads wrong?
i havent bake for quite a long time already
now i know when really dont have the mood to bake, the end result really suck.
i totally like forced ,myself to tikam bake lor
the aftermath of CNY when my aunt forced me to bake pineapple tarts with her.
the REVOLTING brand of butter she used
that brand really sucked.
i dont even dare to eat all those CNY goodies bacause of my aunt la
normally the last few years i would gobble it up with my sis :(
hmm
anyway
suddenly thought of wad huiyi said the other day
she imagined how would everyone react when she dies, and when people visit her funeral
haha
she said i wont cry
i am that kind who like will 'ren' haha
ok. she knows me quite well
hmmmmm i dont know why people can just CRY immediately in that kind of situation
i cant
if normally, for fun i can :D
haha
hmm i havent thought of how my funeral when she asked
weird ;)
haha
i havent been doing the things i used to in the past
like drawing and baking and lalalala
busy trying out new things that i cant do the things i used to
i used to be 'creative' in art
now the collar pin thing really makes me a little siao
keep thiking and thinking and thiking
really no idea at all.
in total, i have to draw:
collar pin
cello tee
cello jacket(probably)
science (shit comic strip that miss lim threatened with value marks)
bloody!
art is super good if teachers dont press students
because of pressing, now so many kids in singapore dislike art
WTH!!! art is like super good to people and bring out emotions and ideas and lalala :)
and the collar pin is like way too much already
firstly, people DETEST wearing collar pins la
secondly, if the design suck people would curse and swear at me while wearing it and complaining how hideous it is >:(
thirdly, lei mee and pressing ME!!

the blazer hope ok to can collect on time :)
and i am helping zm do smth evil and 'against the law'
haha
hope i succeed :)
really want to help her.

a day

2008-05-08T03:31:00.000-07:00

alright, i guess every single blog in singapore would be ranting about mid-year exams!
haha
anything.....
finally its over
hmm. i kind of like exams haha.... damn exciting. :D
well i dont know whats wrong with me .... going to sunplaza park for swings! every single day this week after school with karen. except on tuesday!
haha.... love the atmosphere!
why? not alot of places in singapore has swings (for adults) DUH!
hmm
than after wards go bras basah find stuff
i am TOTALLY AMAZED by the number of different kinds of linseed oil. really.
oil paint really rocks
i have been waiting for a chance!
find an object, buy a box of oil paint, linseed oil , turpentine and proper palette
and START!
eh nono. a CANVAS!
cool! havent been painting oil paint since pri6 haha.
it really was fun and you need PATIENCE ;D
i want!
i have been waiting for a damn chance la
no time, no money lalala.
oh ya! then we went national library. its like a museum
ok, your YELLOW. SUNNY.ISLAND is so really great!

haha!
then lots of cool stuff there
then we went popular then there are tons of FOR DUMMIES
the series la the book
example : clarinet for dummies
photography for dummies
blah blah
then there is this chinese for dummies
and i read, the chinese words they put in english alphabets so weird la
now i know why angmohs speak so funny
haha
then i was totally READING aloud how to pronounce the weird words to karen
then a china woman came by
i tot she want scold me or wad lor!!!!
WAHAHA i really wanna laugh
she want me and karen help her choose sec one textbook coz her bro in china is coming over to study!
then need take exams mah
then she say want let him see what 'sec ones' are doing now.
ok lor help him choose lor
i am so NICE! :D

procastination

2008-04-19T09:03:00.000-07:00

i guess i am rather lazy to blog about anything haha
ok.
lets talk about TODAY!

ermm woke up at 8.30am
then did LOADS of homework to see if my brains are smart or no
well, i am not smart at all
stupid math questions which made always feel so stupid and demoralised
don't know.
feel quite numb to not knowing how to do alrd
i was really quite HARD on myself for being unable to solve some questions
i would cry til the middle of the night till i gets it.
GOSH! thats like so overreacting! even if its only ONE question on the ws (that was in pri sch )
i would like err. whine and cry over ONE question
how dumb and overreacting
i don't know but as years pass, i seem to get more and more 'bo chap' about being unable to solve questions
liker example, i totally HATE people who copy homework. i find them useless, dumb, and all kinds of mean stuff. i would always STRIVE to do all by myself :D
but i am 'that' knid now.
when i can't do, aiyah. copy la!
thats a damn wrong attitude
though u will give urself ultimate stress but it really feels great when you are able to do!

hmmm okokok
claire and i went shopping at AMK hub :)
our first time going shopping with just the both of us except after school sometimes.
hmm
finally gotten what i always want.
i am thinking of doing smth like....... spend within $10 in the next week.
possible? i think can la.
aiyah pri one my allowance was $1 a day
i thought it felt really great when you have ONE DOLLAR in your pink little wallet :)
haha.
then err... eh quite fun leh. like there is some challenge or goal in your boring life----spend only $10 a week!!!
currently i feel so damn lost.
i don't have a goal or wad.
i am like 'wandering' haha
okok. $10 bucks in one week seems interesting!
i have a 'challenge' now!
work hard! me!

cello day!

2008-04-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

to tan kai yun though you lost then cannot go states to competition oso nvm la. i know you ya la tried your best in the arts and all when you "realised" your talents in the arts. i must say ur pri sku art suck WAHAHA
but i think u succeeded to many times so aiyah lose 1 time nvm one la
haha if me i lose nvm coz i have never won like so much like you in my life WAHAHA
so, losing another time doesnt matter that much to me!
shi bai nai cheng gong zhi mu
failure is success's mummy
-.-

okook
anyway we had a super cello DAY!
haha
nola
not really that fun as the other time at the beach
hmm
haha but still ok! i cant believe i racked my brains to think of such a thing lor
as in, me, as a stupid perfectionist am i asking to much in success??
dont know
i dont really find it satisfying
though i really racked my brains, walked lots of places to check prices and all
but critics.... nvm
dont feel good.
i just seem to be damn wad lor this year
wads wrong with my "emotion immune system"
hello-o? wads wrong wif you?
why you so wad?! crying over the slightest things on plant earth
.....
i guess this is going to go on for quite long...

anything!
every picture tells a thousand words so here you go..
BAHH
dont feel like doing anything. the entire planet just SUCK!

today

2008-04-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

erm ok
i sort of finished mourning for the entire week
hmm
1) seniors leaving
2) dont really feel like talking and eating
3) how to face the bloody future

main 3 reasons
me myself dont really know why too

i suddenly realise kinder bueno is not great and nice after all
i find ferris wheel and carousel nice instead
super nice in fact
dont know

ferris wheel much better
proabably coz i really love sinagpore alot and that they build the singapore flyer that i can see frm my house the lift lobby. rather clearly. can see the cabins
can really see the things i really felt and all
wad i really wanted is ferris wheel? no. wad it represents. which i dont know
it has sort of the key to wad i wanted?
BAHH wad i talking?!

anw
i rushed back to the classroom aft the sc thing ended
wanted to have more time haha
rubbish
it wont make a difference at all.

ok then i realised. nothing
nothing.
dont know

rubbish blog post this is.

tmr would be a better day yuyun!
ok i am always telling myself this.
as if i did

anyway
i walked around the school the whole day
cameras, phones, taking the pictures of their seniors
haha cool!
all the ppl all like that haha
good that the government created this cca thing

:)

2008-04-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

ok. zengmei is evil
tricked me n liying go wad interview
i tot is like ask us hmmmm wad do u think of the sec 3s or wadever
but is interview us.
scare me
haha. wad so secretive
BAHH!
huiyi is so bad la. anyhow answer me n liying surely die one
:(

i m so damn happy and like my mind xiang tong le
aft minghui say " i am going to buy choc"
though no link i dunno why i just sort of got REALLY HAPPY and all my troubles GONE!
haha kinder bueno is nice!

the sat celebration finally settled aft i say LOADS of things :)
relieved!

hmm

2008-04-07T05:41:00.000-07:00

okay. there is really nothing to blog about.
i have decided i am going to be damn "emotionally unstable"
for the rest of the week.
don't ask me why
partially is for fun. DUH!

okay. for some serious reasons too. :)
i am sort of relieved after sorting out my thoughts till 5am on saturday night
i was really confused and my mind was really in a mess.
i think think think. did some writing of smth sweet :D then sorted out alrd
and went to sleep :)
ok. nice.

i just want loads of sweets!
yummy!
okay. craving for some now.
i m a little scared abt tmr
i admit i have a LITTLE stage fright
urgh
thats really bad for my lit!

ok... thats it.
not much to say

being "emotionally unstable" is FUN!
and interesting.... HEHE ;)

hmmm

2008-04-04T22:53:00.000-07:00

i m happy i made laypeng love art!
whoo!
seriously people who hated art maybe is bcause of bloody teachers' attitude by forcing students to hand up work on time. art is have to FEEL~ then can draw marh. aiyah...
anw, anybody who hates art should go esplanade walk one round :D

claire rocks!
haha
feels great when u hug someone :)

family portraits

2008-04-01T03:15:00.000-07:00

An oval frame
for the ovals of face and ears.
Smooth puff of hair
swept from the calm forehead.
Full gathers of blouse
spreading from the yoke.
The nose curls firmly, the strong chin is cleft.
Lips full, mouth slightly open,
white teeth rest on the lower lip

Her gaze isdirec, her brows level,
yet the eyes betray an asymmetry
which the high lace collar, the gold
watch on its light chain
cannot contain. It is a child's face,
plump, sensuous, awaiting experience;
naked over the soft fabric,
a brooch pinned through her throat.

She was a servan
in a big house, running up and downstairs,
hoping for letters from her distant family,
scribbling verses in an exercise book,
writing to her father in doggerel rhymes,
jotting down songs from music halls,
sketching her own rough drawings
at the ends of the watercolour books
her employers' children threw away.
Soon the would come, the sailor lover,
and take her to the strange countries
at which she looks in wonder.

They are alone here ,
three of them smiling in black and white.
No-one is smiling.
The children huddle in
on either side, strained and doubtful.
Their hair is longer
but hers has lost its fulness.
It is darker, firmer, moulded to the head.
She wears a heavy overdress
with narrow skirt and frog fastening.
On the edge of the chair
she perches uncomfortably
feet awkwardly cramped.

Still in the sombre face
the deep-set eyes hold their different angles;
one that looks directly at you,
the other gazing through you far away
to some quite different world.

Their mourning figures encode grief.

Whose death are we looking at?

She stares into the nineteen-twenties
holding those nervous daughters to her sde.
I feel my mother's tentative arm around me,
her left hand grasping mine.

chim lehh?
hahah
one my my sis the lit book.
walao the chin poems inside are soooo meaningful and lovable la
haha
i LOVE POETRY :D

nvm. rather sad today. okok la.
i m hating myself that i am a perfectionist?
coz i m like colouring my art the background
and like i shouldnt have coloured coz ugly?
if nev colour is nicer??
then i was damn sad and demoralised
D:
i just really want things to be as perfect as possible.
is it wrong?
gosh i wanna go round the world.
my wish since ermmm
pri TWO is to go round the world.
every little street, alley, town.... must have my footprints
i m serious.
i want
i must 'scrutinise' the entire earth.
though u might think i am mad,
when there is a will, there is a way :D

hope it is true!

happy brithday bow!

2008-03-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

UH
didnt do much today. was pretty proud of the PRETTY WHITE STRIPE ON MY WRIST FROM MY WATCH ON SPORTS DAY HAHA
okay, ngee ann sucks.
apparently??
dunno.
just sucks
messy and all. wadever
i dont care.

today, is my bow's birthday
i was rather CURIOUS today about lots of things
guess liying was .....=.= coz she quite tired
rather OKOK moderate hyper today
i asked erm : do pregnant women play cello? tummy so big, how??
liying: i dunno *smiles* and went back to sleep
i asked a while later: why the bow the below is black black one?
i dunno
then i say UH maybe is because the rosin there, old old then black black
n i was amazed to tell liying that if u focus on one strand, stratch it off with ur nails is possible
i was really AMAZED. really.

well she probably too tired
i was mostly playing n OBSERVING MY bow
then i suddenly lit up n HEY! i should name my bow too
since i have one of MY OWN
i should name it since my cello got name
n i erm named it
TOTO TOOT(aft my lit character which oso i give one :D)

in conclusion :
cello: MEH MEH YUN
bow: TOTO TOOT

people! listen up! these are the names that i would use often in my daily life
haha
MEH MEH YUN and TOTO TOOT
:D
happy!
because my bow has a NAME!
if i nev give it name, i guess i will be quite sad.
dunno. just feel like being sad