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Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 10:37 PM
venting out


yesterday dunman high was good
they were REALLY GOOD
best concert i ever watched.
but the people as they play like no 'mo qi' leh
i dunno haha
as in when they play they like playing their ownself instead of playing as a "group"
not much feelings
well the concert could be better if the chanel shit behind would shaddup
my ears would be delighted :D
i knew she would complain. i knew it!
she think wad? some pop star concert meh?
u cannot 'appreciate' then at least shaddup la
suan le



displeased.
how can they phrase their 'complaints or feedback or wadever' like that?
as if we are a bunch of meanies bullying them
ridiculous
they got me on my nerves
and even came over and act like a little awww poor sheep
and tell me " why your never talk to us?"
i didnt reply.
can you give time? stop being so self-centred and selfish
give people time to sort of 'accept' you
i mean, i was like u guys a few months ago.
i understand.
i understand the whole thing in your shoes
why so eager to interact and mingle?
give people time
GIVE ME TIME!
they had SYF last year and we had only the end of last year to interact with our seniors
well we didnt press them to "love us as their juniors"

you must give people time to accept you
cannot just press people liddat and say people dao you or wadever u call it
you guys make me dislike you
serious.

if u guys want me to like mingle, it would be the 2nd semester




i just want more time
more time with my precious seniors which are hard to come by
before they graduate
really

you know when my friends are ranting and complaining about how their seniors ill-treated them, i had nothing to say and i was relieved. why? my seniors treated me REALLY well and i m doubly grateful and lucky for that. i really treasured it.

i was really fluky. and all that.
i loved my cello people.
they are a bunch of people hard to come by and it is really my luck to have met them in my life. you tell me when have u ever met people like that? some people born and die. but they might have never met people like that. never.

and because i know when they graduate, how much time do i have with them?
they are busy, i myself is busy. this entire friendship thing just fade away and gone forever.

thats why i m trying to treasure evry moment. get it?


i just need time.
time to treasure and love
and time to adjust a few mths later
give allowance for others. please.
sec ones, i have TONS of time for u all in the future.
wait...
dont get so what until u make others dislike.


i need a tissue!



i mean i am that kind who will angry until cry de
haha
just displeased with them

thanks zengzeng for all that.
currently i will just
1. dont care them
2. treasure u all
3. mingle and adjust in the nest semester
4. tolerate and all :D

hope so....
i mean your are really hen guo fen. how can your say until like that? too much.



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