Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 8:50 PM
this week
i've just woken up
a saturday morning.
day without dazu.
i dont know why and what the hell was i feeling when i went home on the bus after parting with my 'cousin' then i was happy and felt like i've lost something. WHAT feeling is this? -.-
this week loads of things happened which made me ponder about things.
things like tests, NASCO, SC investiture.
like tests right, not really alot la
NASCO ah, ALOT ALOT ALOT AH
then is like i have never realised and thought of that hey! the sec 4s are leaving.
the time before syf, we were just practicing like mad and did not bother.
then it was only after we played finished and waiting for bus then i realised that THEY ARE LEAVING!
the 'farmers' who planted me this 'seed' and i have sprouted like finally.
WHY?
why did they have to leave? it feels like last year again where i was puzzled for a period of time over this. yes though they'll come back, its just different.
i feel like i have lost something, people, nasco, the feeling and the fighting for GWH spirit.
things are just not there.
because they're all major events, the conquering of them is hard to accept. i dont really want to play cello recently or think about how the songs we played sounded like for it hurts to think about the loss of it.
another thing, last night investiture also made people, me, to ponder over stuff.seniors' leaving, i felt like they've been ripped of something they really loved with all their hearts. be it cca or sc.
take yiliang and kinwee and sheng han as example bah,
yiliang and kin wee were great leaders!
really! if not for them, nasco could have never made it.
teamwork is teamwork but there has to be a leader which stands out from the team to lead the team. kind of will miss them :( like at the EAST ZONE CONCERT recently, we got laughed at, we cannot start without a conductor. kin wee was the one who saved the awkward situation.
then i think the most important part of the one-hour investiture was sheng han's speech.
it was totally full of content unlike the rest's -.-
haha
it made alot of people teared.
he was sniffing too!
alright then it was like though he was stressful about the challenges and hardships he faced he also made it through! everyone knows that alot of people dont like him, but there were also tons of people who teared for him!
tsk tsk human nature is hard to define!
ok i'll better go study and GET HIGH MARKS WHOO!! :)
Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ 4:33 AM
GWH
i know i dont usually blog
but this time i am blogging for the sake of GWH!
alright that was yesterday.
it really was a tough, long arduous journey without doubt.
we all couldnt have done it without each other.
the laughter, anger, tears, disappointment... we've all been through them!!
really!
and i've learnt what was really really called tears of joy
like i used to think that happy then happy, laugh and smile, wont go to the extent of tearing.
tears of joy: uncontrolled flow of tears which comes automatically with joy!
i totally already start when at the 5th bar of shi cheng la !!!
haha
but i was thinking i cant cry cause i'm playing now hehe
then immediately went out i felt GREAT!
we played very very well!
even if we gotten lower than our expectations, in my heart it was LEAPS above GWH!
it was the spirit and love we put into which made it happen and sound awesome!
:)
totally crying my mad haha
my contacts never float!
i know some people sure dont like GWH but its ok cause what matters is that we have done what we ought to and are happy with it :)
thank you seniors!
zengmei junyan shumei huiyi catherine joel fusheng
and my batch!
huijie liying gracie
though we may have conflicts on how to play some parts or how to do maths! haha
i love you all seriously!
though we cant be 'together' forever, it was what we have had together that mattered :)
aww!!! what a moment!
i swear i'll never forget
23th APRIL 2009
GOLD WITH HONOURS
ps: i feel disgusted. why do my classmates can be so self-centred and superb muggers.
there is no need to mug do much for good results. marks are ink spread across impeccable sheets of paper in a particular way that some makes people happy.
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 6:34 AM
three days
look at the calendar!!
alright there is like apparently three days more to SYF of CO!
OMG OMG OMG
anxious anxious anxious
gold with honours!!!
we can make it!!
just have faith!
all these time the stress, the tears, the pain and exhaustness everyone has experienced.
i really feel for everyone!!
:(
like when people is upset, cry or feel stressed, i do too!
just jiayou!!
:):)
all these years' just for this fifteen min?
really is tai shang shi fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong
tsk tsk. indeed true.
i today had xiao ke and ya, played another new song.
after my tian demo-ed for us
i was like WOW
it was so amazing! so nice! so... ok there ARE flaws but the piece was simply AWESOME!
i'll work really hard!! be one of the best cellists in the world! HEHE
twenty years! i can make it de!!! :)
i had this sudden urge of feeling that thank clouds that i have the fate to meet tian.
she may be fierce, make alot of mistakes at times, but it is really my luck to have met her :) and to learn such an amazing instrument from her!! :)
i am really grateful!!
okok my point is, i regret like got a bit not loyal!! like was thinking of learning another instrument for fun. ok if i really do, i'll still love cello more! the MOST!
PS : today i saw this amateur cello girl after me and huijie, she was learning those simple simple songs la like long long ago. do do re me, me fa so, la so me....... (the first song i learned on piano in pri two :)) ok then i suddenly a bit like 'angry' in my heart cause my dear tian is being shared by a random girl >:( angry angry!!!
haha
how retarded luh me
NASCO JIAYOU!!
we'll all pull through!
we came as one, go through difficulties as one!!
