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Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 6:08 AM
fun day!

me and rachel!!!
she is my bestfriend forever!! :D
my school!
saw these dedications mounted on some wall then haha take this one especially. read what is written! i have such sweet rss juniors! :D
AIYAH! how come pir one and two so short WAHAHA i am TALL!
some dumb pond
long ago take one

tree!!!!


pretty muffins for CATHERINE! haha icing i squeeze one okay! :D
ok today was quite interesting. but SUPER TIRING
wake up so early.
then went school lalala
at first so paiseh can!!!
cause i am very 'eye catching' -.- lucky came early. haha
my FROG and my SOCKS -.-
hmm then lalala
then start. i took 1R5... my class better :)
then lalalalalalalalalala
stupid la those people
i keep slacking haha walk here walk there.
seriously my toes and ankle hurt!
now my entire leg hurt!
shoes! lucky got plaster! but not really that effective OH WELL
aft tht chiong chiong chiong to meet RACHEL!
choo choo haha (used to call her tht as nickname)
and we went rss together!
so paiseh really. always like tht.
haha
but it was fine afterwards then lalala
i was walking halfway and got this girl
i predict! is sec one. she 'pat' me on my back and 'hollered' at me what " you from ngee ann! i remember your frog!" and she gimme this very SATISFIED grin and RAN AWAY
i was stunned like HUH
do i know you? i didnt even took a proper glance at her -.-
stupid girl. worth mentioning at my blog? NO
ok
sick of my frog ok! people just keep poking.touching.squeezing.hugging.cutecutecute comments.
ok la at first is ok i am fine with it but even MY PRI SCH TEACHERS KEEP DOING THOSE TOO... abit sick
and keep talking to random juniors haha
like erm
i wanted to play comp at library. i dunno password i ask one pri 3 then he tell me his IC WAHAHA
haha damn funny ok. in the end used moeuser. password is nothing.
then played games like what fungi crossword -.- non-living things and living things quiz -.-
i got FULL MARKS
ok i know what i've mentioned above is sian haha
but most importantly!!!!
as i walked around the school!!!!
i see TANYUYUN'S 'FOOTPRINTS!'
footprints= 4 pieces of artwork i am involved in HAHAHA
HAHAHA
believe it!!!!
so long le. even got AHEM! my art INSIDE general office some more
then got this tiny strip of paper Tan Yu Yun :D
super shuang!
very satisfied :D
as in very 欣慰.
you know?
10 yrs later all of these might be gone
and i went home happily with rachel :D
she's been my bestfriend for many many years!!
even now though 'seperated' le she is STILL MY BESTFRIEND!
lemme promote her haha
she is:
-well tempered
-nice
-understanding
-replies to my calls and messages
-aiyah i dont know la
very nice jiu dui le
now i keep on have to put up with people's occasional mood swings. -.-
rachel never gimme those stuff :D
love you forever!
p.s. haha you must be happy :D


Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 3:57 AM
furious!

anger anger!~
Be not hasty in thy spirit to be angry; for anger rests in the bosom of fools.

hmmm....
think think think!


i love chocopie very very very much!


coincidence, purely.

loads of things to do!
hope to study!


Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 10:46 PM
chocopie!

CHOCOPIE! love you!
damn yummy!!!
haha i think people wil think tht a CHOCOPIE is CHOCOLATE PIE
a big NONO!
it is not!
just a special confectionery.
lemme give you the history!
its quite uncommon in singapore! damn addcitive and yummy!

A Choco Pie is a confectionary treat created and manufactured since 1974 by Orion Confectionery, headquartered in Seoul, South Korea. Similar to a moon pie, a Choco Pie consists of two layers of chocolate-dipped cookies, with a marshmallow filling.
The Choco Pie is considered a quintessential Korean treat, similar to the status of the
Oreo cookie in American culture. Lotte Confectionery makes an imitation which is priced below that of the Choco Pie in order to compete. Orion supplies the South Korean military with their Choco Pies, which are given out to soldiers in the Korean military after their first week of basic training in addition to being available in the military store.


@ 6:10 AM
days

happy birthday catherine!

my senior!!
and my friend!!
aww i just simply LOVE all my seniors!
you guys are a seriously great big slice of me! :)

a bit sick yesterday
1) real sick. cannot breather properly the whole day. chest damn tight. air was liek too dense for me to breathe in. and my heart was damn pain lah! like got a crack haha
2) like TONS of people tell me its catherine's birthday tht make me a bit irritated? cause SHE IS LIKE MY SENIOR AND DUH I DO KNOW ITS HER BIRTHDAY. seriously a dont like people keep nagging

ok. erm erm
i miss my cousins.
erm erm
yup. thts it.
i think abit hmm hmm hmm in my family haha
as in
cause i am in the middle,
only towards selected older cousins i can talk. some i dont talk
to younger ones, they love me -.- haha they think i am their idol. so they talk alot. but really find them immature. ok. cause they are young?! haha okok
nothing


Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 4:45 AM
gotical

recently been reading ark.
been interested in gothic lolita and those victorian times stuff haha
i have designed cello tee!
really a pity that it cannot be made into the tee as the designs are far too intricate. hmmm
sad sad
but its ok =)
at least i've, the first time drawn something so pretty regarding cello.
cello is sexy! whoo! -.-
haha okok

60's? 60's? 60's?
abit weird ah!!
i go wear gothic stuff haha -.-
no lah
so embarassing.
haha

i am really scared of tomorrow!
again i will be sway and get scolded
i think i'll sleep alot of thursdays so on friday can concentrate during cca =)
and tht tian wont scold me
its good tht she scolds me
tht means she still harbour hope in me :)
hehe

my results really sucked.
all just passed.
dont even want go home can
will kena nagged and scolded
phew!
havent been scolded for my results since pri one
pri one really stupid la
multiply three i go mulitply two
and then i thought i very smart -.-
then pri two started to get smart HEHEHE
then never get scolded le

till now :(
then kindergarten got spelling
always fail -.-
only got 5 words
then all wrong
then i always dont know
then got one day, on fridays are spelling days then the morning i will suddenly know haha

my 'stupid and smart' timeline history haha

nothing just random.

i got a hug!!
a hug!
embrace!
by zm!!!
haha reserved it the night before
whee!
hope her results are ok.
i know she'll work hard one :)

and the other candidate!!


the sky is blue
the sea is maroon
i see a mushroom
iloveyou! -.-
just being random
haha

hey!! i think composing poems are really fun!
on top one is not even a pass haha
haha
whee!!!
i rmb my first poem was created in pri 3
when we have to create a poem for mummy on mothers' day haha
and my teacher corrected everyone's BUT NOT MINE
WAHHA
shows tht i have talent in it!

and hmm
the second poem i created in my life was for ZM!
haha
it took me
a few hrs
till 5 am
cannot sleep so just penned lor
it was FOUR PAGES LONG!

i am like tht one :)
must do smth to get comfort so i am sleep in peace!

happy birthday rhenium!
because of you i have learnt about another THINGI in the periodic table haha
happy fourteenth!

mine's coming.........
:)
my birthday i always feel a sense of lost on that day.
dont know
probably it was tht exams always end there so...? guess so
i ate GREEN CURRY on my birthday last yr at an peranakan restaurant.
or was it in 2006?
yaya! green curry in 2006
2007 in a restaurant called ORANGE at kovan the fondue was yummy!
2005 my birthday at home. my sister cooked
2004 my brithday was on a sunday. i simply had just cake? cant rmb
2003 had it at home. even had my relatives over just for me :)then we crowded round the table
haha and eat. they even lied to me saying tht no time buy food so eat leftover lunch-- porridge -.- and i believed at first. how dumb
2002--cant rmb
2001---ate out i think. my english teacher gave me jelly
2000---got hand food mouth disease so choldcare centres closed so no school haha but when it reopened on erm.... 23 oct! my mummy bought things for my classmates haha
1999--i was bought a BLACK FOREST CAKE! then on top got white chocolate in the shape of honeycomb then got a pretty white chocolate plate to squeeze out my name with white chocolate!! haha yummy! i anyhow choose one. still rmb pondering over the variety of cakes :)
1998--cant rmb
1997--i am looking at the photo haha
on the wall.... me and my sister :) i was only THREE YEARS OLD!
1996-- DUH cannot rmb
1995---DUH also so young nono! i rmb!
i gotten chicken pox from my sis then we both sick i think. then cannot eat eggs so my mummy bought a huge bread and she put some stuff on it to make it look like a cake haha
1994-- i was born!


i think i am being super zilian on top
i just can seem to remember such stuff haha
like what name....
like haha claire was saying what teacher in pri sch then she cant rmb i will just suddenly rmb the name haha LEE MEILING! gosh! run ah!!!

-.-
smile smile
mingming says i am sad these days haha
probably i am
i think i am
but for no particular reason.
cause you are HOMINGHUI :)
feel happier when i reminescence

ok my life is not tht boring!
thinking of my birthday hmmm
haha
i think if those who thought their lives are hard or no good they can probably think of their happy times??
hmm i am quite lucky ahha
i wasnt deprived of childhood! :)
a happy one though it ended kind of early.
thinking back, i was like this pampered little 'princess' la
so bad one
damanding and stubborn if i dont get the things i want.
not tht bad luh.
just a little bad.
thats all. :)


Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 5:42 AM
success!

hmm hmmm
HEHEHE
i can leh
i can leh
i can leh
i can leh
i can leh!
the parts i cannot=)
hope i can la on friday
keep drilling and drilling.........

again, as usual on the months before october i will haha
go insane about my birthday =)
like pri 6, my birthday is on the last day of exams!
whoo!
i love it!
i dont know why people always say suay haha
i find it super lucky la like hmmm how to say haha

rmb tht time PSLE got HCL on my birthday
then it was the last day
then people in class keep passing around tht it was my bday -.-
then so paiseh everybody keep telling me happy birthday and i say i sway -.-
hmm hmm hmmm
i am getting old!
so fast!
feel like a sec one can?!
then i am gonna be a sec 3!
i am old!
how? how? how?!!!
grr grr
haha
aww seniors leaving .... hmm


how random haha
and NATALIE'S SINGING WAS GREAT!
haha
she's gonna be a star soon!
-.-
well it was remarkable and really WOW


thts all!
hmm
today's kind of boring!


Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 5:46 AM
cello ramblings

picture from deviantart!!
=)
one of my fave websites

anyway
i have been practicing ( but not really putting my utmost effort)
the parts i cannot with the speed
i believe i can one lor!
i can!
i can do it!
i think .....

but just this portion of me dont want to put effort to make my fingers move faster.
well well well

my exams suck really.
i cannot get her nod forever
just IRRITATING
haha
i have been using these word alot recently.
now i shall try to change it to annoying=)
smile smile.

really, for the past week an ANNOYING pest have been ANNOYING me continuously for days. i really roll my eyes when tht pest ANNOYS me
really. its REALLY ANNOYING
SH HHHHH!




Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 11:18 PM
ta-daa!

replies to tags: suddenly so many tags then all so long -.-
i type here better. ok
christine: yeah! meaningful haha cause i say i love you all ha? hehehe
claire: damn you lah! i got tuck in one lor. just that it came out and i was gripping my skirt at the sides so look short lor. i emphasize that i am GUAI DE LOR
catherine: we can do it! love you! my cute senior hehe
rachel: yaya i know more than you and i knew those earlier le: bleah! whoohoo! miss you! hug hug hug
jaratt: what the hell! since when am i geek lah. and the tags you tagged are like 2hrs diff -.- you are totally ununderstandable
serene:yeap! you jiayou too!





yesterday my first math tuition at east point was TOTALLY HORRID I TELL YOU
HORRID
firstly the counter person is so damn rude. kovan branch people is batter
2nd OMG the teacher looks damn no life and damn ugly! my morris allen teacher at KOVAN is much shuaier can! not cause angmoh lah. but this math person really look shit la seriously
3rd: the other 2 classmates of mine are like damn GEEK and QUIET. teacher also QUIET
i am the only one living in the small minute tiny room can? i can totally hear my breathing. they are just simply....QUIET! QUIET! QUIET!
ma de la!
and they were teaching index notation SECOND LESSON
wa lao i havent even learn in sch. and they teach then sumore SECOND LESSOn which means they skip the first lesson and i dont know anything then i dont know how to do and tikam and correct unlike the other two stupid ones. just copy copy copy ans keep quiet and stare at the paper. THESE THREE WOODEN PEOPLE ARE LIKE SO DEAD CAN

i was totally yawning the 2hrs away
if not my math suck and my mummy force me i wouldnt have came ok !
and i am not tht kind who will run away and dont register lor
i would have spent the 300 bucks you gave and say i wernt tuition -.-
i tell you
after eoy
i sure quit i tell you
SURE QUIT

the teacher is ugly and suck, talk like dead person. damn no life, go home watch tv, eat, sleep
then work, then go home repeat cycle again
the classmates are quiet until i bet their whole life never speak unless got oral exam -.-

grrrrrr
grrrrrr
grrrrrr




cello!
ah mei to the power of five, you have stopped giving me blisters but you are not helping by not letting me gain speed and the sounds are so out of tune!


Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 5:53 AM
my bestfrineds!

ahhh! my shirt come out!~!



love my best friends!
dont need to have ONE best friend only
i have many many! love you all equally! =)


@ 5:39 AM
fridays

as i have mentioned jaratt,
FRIDAY IS MY UNLUCKY DAY

firstly.....
i was late
first time.
really.
there was this stupid jam at sengkang area.
i stayed there for 20 min without moving okay?
the traffic just stayed there.
walao
and then i wore my badge =D guai eh shenghan!
and then.....
the teacher ask whr i live-------HOUGANG!
write name then can go yeah!
haha

secondly..........i am still disturbed by the math tuition topic..
-.-
how?
i really got no excuse seriously
and my math really sucked.
really.

thirdly.......... today just isnt the day lor
i cannot go fast for the shi cheng song.
if i was my fingers go rigid instead haha
she keep scolding.
but good la she scold. if not i wont improve
i dont like the way she draw a line between people.
no. thts not the way.
evil lor she.
i really will practice hard for it/
gold with honours!!!
i will.
i promise.

i had a swt dream last night..... i was thinking about there's something wrong, as in you are beside me but i feel tht no, you are not.
but i just feel very ecstatic and elated when with you.
like you're still here.
finally. after so many months you came to my dream! =)
i feel happier.
and you even passed me a white mask -.-
my art haha. love you! and i miss you so.
can you come every night?
i cant see you in the day. forever. dreams. can?
please! gosh i want cry le.
miss you alot. last night was really, you were fetching me to school, walking me in. passing me the mask. like in pri two when i PURPOSELY forgot my drawing block. then you came school to pass it to me! =D
really. but this is in sec sch :)
you are there for me.
i know you are.
you know when i am feeling insecure or unsafe, i will think tht you are right beside me going through it too. though i cant see you.




laypeng dont sad le!!!

i shall start studying everyday until eoy
make sure i get many many As
i wont let you down :)

thanks my cello people!
catherine! we can do it! today's just not the day


Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 1:05 AM
sh

believe it? this is PAINTED!
looks like photography

sh hhhhh!

sh hhhhhhh!

sh hhhhhhhhhhh!

sh hhhhhhhhhhhhh!


sane going insane.

sh hhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

shut up!


what the hell...

its wednesday.

i am getting older!!! as the days go by....



desire-

raging fire of passion

rebel.

shapeslips




Sunday, August 10, 2008 @ 4:14 AM
frog!











FROGGIES!!!
and fiesta pic haha
i shall have a healthy lifestyle
stop eating junk and sleep all day
run 7.5km per wk
i SWEAR!
and study really hard so i have more routes to go =D



Friday, August 08, 2008 @ 5:53 AM
FIESTA!

ok so... yup.
as expected, this post is gonna be about fiesta haha
ok
i am happy! :) it has ended
kind of a success? haha
like a load off my chest
whoo!
smile once again yuyun!
haha
grinning :D

gosh i dont know how to express my thanks to all those who helped
like my beloved AHEM! i &e members!
jabrina christine laypeng shuqi mingming ME!ME! ME!
haha
love you all!
working as a team!
haha
we earned alot but... ok
its my fault for............. so we cannot get first in highest sale :(
but during the entire gruelling process this morning, i kept thinking of what i was told on tuesdays by my SENIORS! :) i really wanted to cry and go die lor.
so frustrated and messy and confused.
but just thought of TO HAVE FUN! and enjoy the process and stay calm all along!
=D

i am really sorry if i keep ranting or nagging or screaming at you all
i know its annoying but have to get your attention mah! remind your of the time and all
sorry lurh if your unhappy :P
haha TOO BAD!

so hard! the process!
keep getting so stressed up me
1) what to do for both stalls
2) service stall proposal got rejected
3) gotten new proposal for service
4) going bugis for tons of times and long gruelling hours
5) tolerance and tolerance to uncooperative people
6) keeping the spirit of the group up!
7) various financial problems
8) advertisements
9) small minor hiccups
10) going to shuqi's house till 11 pm to poke the stuff
11) setting up the stalls and confusion!
12) getting up and more familiar on what to do
13) balloons not selling!
14) balloons starting to sell...ME and mingming blowing balloons like idiots -.-
really wanted to die. really tired. my chest pain lor! really blowing like siao. draining of all the air in my body!! and ah peh sitting there eating and playing with balloons

hey! i never go around shop or rest at all for TWO HOURS PLUS OK!!
haha
dedicated just like my members!


really really BIG THANKS TO THOSE WHO BOUGHT LIKE CATHERINE!!! AND MY JUNIORS........ MY CLASSMATES WHO HELPED PARTS OF THE JOBS

fuck off those who DID NOT HELP and REFUSE TO WORK AS A CLASS
CAUSING MY GREAT DISTRESS AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!
not paiseh one lor!
we so tired! yet you guys shop here shop there ..... -.- no brains...
not embarassed by what you have done ah
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and gosh how did i fare as a leader? haha
i dont know!! i think i suck
but i have good members :)
wanna work with you all again!!

let this experience be a lesson for me
i have learnt about my weaknesses
haha will try to improve!


ok whats next?

1) exams
2) cello tee design
3) farewell party planning
yup! like tht...

jiayou!!

sometimes......if i have lesser stuff... lesser commitments, it'll be better.
i dont have to lift a finger, and i get what i want...
people strive so hard.
i suck. sorry.


Tuesday, August 05, 2008 @ 4:08 AM
pictures!

hope skies will remain this blue!


hehe act cute! the main thing is the LOLLY!



yeah! my dear seniors! love you both so much!


laypeng's newly found technique haha


grinning.....


hope our hardwork wont go down the drain!



seniors... seniors.... SMILE! haha

you all are like candy =) so addictive and swt!

as can see above, CELLO is a great part of MEMEME! haha

=D

smile forever like the pictures!!



@ 3:43 AM
stressed

ok. i heard from many that i am stressed.
am i?
maybe. haha
hmm hmm hmm

i love zengmei and junyan!
thanks alot you two today!
just a coincidence i met you guys there haha
the words you both said were great! thanks! =)
much much happier whoo!
hehe my dear seniors!

i love jabrina!
who gave good suggestions and putting your heart and soul into it

i love christine!
who put in loads of effort and stuff. dedicated member!

i love mingming!
you are always there and you rock!

i love shuqi!
you have super good ideas and you're like the strategist and accountant hehe. thanks alot for your brain cells!

i love laylay!
hehe you dont say stuff into words but i understand...WHOOHOO! haha good good member too! always there to provide help

thanks alot my members!!
hehe..

your putting of heart and your soul, your effort, time, money ..... into the fiesta thing
A BIG THANK YOU for assissting me!
haha i am sort of trapped in my own 'maze'
sorry. kind of stressed up. whatever you guys say i just nodded and say can consider those kind of stuff. i am a total shit leader. apologies! but i'll improve and buck up on friday! HEHE


thanks alot zm and jy!
you guys made me realise and wake up.
though didnt do much, it made a difference.



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