i must say in the morning i woke up like 20mins later
then i rush rush rush haha.
then haha
when i took 291 the school bus stop i saw THREE girls rushing and running
minghui and huiyi and liying
haha
i was supposed to meet minghui but she was late as usual and told me to go in first
they tot i was earlier HAHA
its like the bus, the place where it stoppped was exactly where they were at downstairs at the bus stop
then i just conveniently joined in haha
haha
i knew the FULL STORY
huiyi and minghui met on 81?
then liying met them while she was walking
and they met me when i came down the bus?
we rushed together to avoid scoldings?
yup! that is it haha

then morning kena pissed by gracie=.=
i actually very nice to her lor
always help her keep gong and stopper and lalala
concern her ask her stuff and SMILE AT HER
and guess wad she did?
before that, huiyi kept emphasizing about how important it is to have the YUNGUAN CELLO SET. the gong the cello the stopper and the casing
then i aiyah nvm la
gracie just LOVES to use the yunguan casing at first i was like aiyah nvm la
then huiyi tell me the IMPORTANCE OF IT
then gracie ask me
you want use? if not i want
i say huh? and i said
"why you 死都要use this casing?"
and she went
yin wei hao yong wad
i was like HUH!
havent huiyi been saying loads of times the casing is NO ORDINARY CASING!!! -.-
i mean i dont mind la
its like she super stubborn and ridiculous!
the way she talk to me is like damn rude and guo fen can!!!
its like she is beating around the bush
which means
I WANT THIS PARTICULAR CASING
IT IS NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN OTHER CASINGS WAD. HOW COME YOU DONT LET ME USE!!!
its like DUH
me myself i dont see any difference between the rest just that can put TWO GONGS
damn her la. just aiyah dunno la
piss me off
i dont mind her using but is like SO RUDE! the way she talks

anyway
lala go eat lunch
and gosh i saw MR XIANG
haha
foo cexiang
didnt know he came back
i tot i saw the wrong person or wad
and i kept staring before i said hi
=.= yes yes dumb.
i should have ran away AH HA!
ok la at least i can still recognise and he too! :D
i have good memory of people BUT NOT SOME SHIT SCIENCE OR HISTORY
funny leh
i was i kept oh my god after i walk away
ok siao
its like i never expect la
i do this everytime i see a familar person on the streets haha
insane lala


heehee!

got back from the camp!
hah i am black! zm must be jealous !! whoo!
haha
had fun. :D
summarise la. lazy type
first day super sian and all
very quiet! dont feel like talking
jonah was complaining abt me not paddling during kayaking
i want puke mah!!!!
:P :P :P
i am fine now :)
then lalala

2nd day dunno why
i was HIGH
haha keep laughing and getting more engaged
i realise my facilitators like to go in a daze
-.- haha but nice la they all :D
yiliang maisarah hidayat :DD
haha
then lalala
i realise i learnt how to talk more with strangers and intro myself and pronounce my name to strangers in this school -.-
in pri sch i hate to do so haha
and i realise i very hate to lose
and i am very determined to do things
i am a perfectionist
i hate dirtiness
i like to keep clean
haha random

memorable!!!
point at the aeroplanes!!
whee!!
-.- other group and teachers copy. is our GROUP SIX uniqueness leh!!!

haha and the fedex thing
i think i so dui lian -.-
i didnt know nid to run another round
just run lor. so embarassing!!! i even said like why you're chasing me
throw face throw face lalala

my group six!!!!
me.claire.jonah.jermaine.kiaheng? dunno how to spell. sp. raudha. hidaya
:D
haha
sp dunno why so INFAMOUS in school
haha
like alot of ppl know her and hate her
me and claire neutral :D
i dont really like nor hate her la
she is just another being in school!

hmmm on whole enjoyed the thing!!!
NOT FOR THE GROSTEQUE TOILET!
almost want cry lor when see the toilet liddat
haha
hmmm
home sweet home :)
try to do all my homework!!! fast fast then focus on tapestry:)
co jiayou!!
yeah! my group got FIVE from co
including me:D
co rocks ah!!!!
haha
hope ppl can love co like i do
but i know alot dont.
thats sad.

i hate people to come co for the cca points and attendance
THRASH THEM!!!
how can!!!
or maybe is me myself 'love' co too much
dont know!


hmm many many days havent blogged wahaha
i havent been touching my dear laptop for days!
abedient little me!!!
wahaha
ok, no. just that i havent got anytime anyway
busy!busy!busy!

THURSDAY
morning ah wong showed us the coach carter show
COOL!~
nice and constructive movie
LALALA
left early for co!!!
CO! CO!
chinese orchestra!
and practiced alot on the parts i didnt know well
i suck.
yes i do.
i learn things real slow.
but can leh! i can! i know the parts i dont before!
my finger hurts~!
:(
then lalala. its show time! -.--.-.-.-
i dont know why i panicked in the middle when things all went right
i wad deep breathing and like RELAX!!! just a dumb CCH perormance
then my gong fas went wrong for a few bars D:
oh no!!!
and i tikam chose another bar to join in
and i correct :D
haha
then liddat!
its done!
why am i always like this?
never ever 100% correct


FRIDAY
i went at 2.20pm :)
my report book
ah peh say i alone cannot take!!!
then i was like SHUCKS!
mummy!!!!
i called and like oh ok
come at 3.30
ok lor
i WAIT!
being an obedient and constructive person :DDD , i borrowed 4 books form the library just now and read. the dumb weather made me furious and in no mood, i drew the collar pin
drew for an hour. no sight of mummy
ah peh came talk to me
chat with me with his fave---mandarin!
ok lor
i reply with -----mandarin!
lala co this co that
tell me go take grade.
you think so easy mehh! :P
and wad tell me go become sectional leader
siao. is he blind?!!! I SUCK
WAHAHAHHAA

then wad co standard not good and wad cello last time in YEAR 2000 was good
no point la, my dear ah peh
so long ago. still harping on the past
tsk tsk tsk
MOVE ON!
hahaha. he likes me!! because i nominated him for the..... CARING TEACHERS' AWARD
he very nice la seriously:)
dunno why the others nev nominate him!
lalala
mummy came. cant wait to leave.
she is always like this.
ah peh talk talk talk
she just uh huh uh huh
cant wait to leave
and just hurried off
she is RIDIC!
nvm, if is my sis she will smile smile and go PUNCTUALLY as promised
and talk to teacher long long
cant stand her
SO FAKE!!

then at night go watch INDIANA JONES PRIVATE SCREENING
wahaha
nice!!! during some parts like got wad living dead ppl like pounced on humans, my sis HUGGED ME -.- AND I GRABBED HER ARM
two frightened idiots-.-
i totally sank my fingers in her flesh la haha
and cuddled together
-.- how long havent we been so close haha
only when you scared.
ok, she is nice at times
took the last mrt
missed the last bus
walked home from hougang interchange for half an hour
at 2am

SATIRDAY
lalala dazu
lei mee suck
seirously. cant find her when you need her.
tell the sec ones come to waste their life
they dunno how to play yet!
waste other humans' lives
then go subway lalalala
and go meet laypeng
and went home
changed
dazed
went off
concert
HOME!

i am so not looking forward to the camp
so, NOT!




today
the blister from last week, which i squeezed and poked with shrank today
into a piece of think hard skin.
i thought it was alright
and i happily plucked the strings happily and loudly :D
BUT...........
who knows!
the blister of hard skin like kena sliced or smth.
the thing was totally off
the slice of skin with a little bit of skin left intact
then i ehhh
how come so pain and the feeling so diff
to my HORROR! i looked and OMG!
HOW!!
WHY!
WHEN!!!
then ahh!!!!
i think while i was blabbering i splattered some saliva on zm haha
sorry
super pain lor. my first time. and zm trotted off for her HANDYPLAST

PLASTER!PLASTER!MASTER OF BETTER!
-.-
just random blabbering haha
dont mind me

and i was sad :(
the mandala song was totally I DONT KNOW
its either i forgot to repeat or i just cannot continuce from that PARTICULAR BAR
then super pek chek la
as in, very demorralised and dunno wad wnet wrong and at wits end or smth
cant believe it! i cried immediately at cd shelter. dazu sumore
but no one saw :D even if others did i ALSO DONT CARE
WAHAHHAHA
only meant for my CELLO PEOPLE! :D
-.-
zm damn nice!! okok.
zengmei this zengmei that.
:P she suck! WAHHA ... ok. no. just sort of today's climax of the boring day is the prac
then sumore huiyi was pissed with the percussion of the loudness ON PURPOSE!
then i dont know. her eyes were sure fiery!
then zm came and comforted as usual :D and drilled me!
hope i can on thursday
hope i can with shumei and huiyi!
jiayou!
gosh liying should really go lor if not for her china thing
she is like genius la. :D
sure she can catch up, play correctly and lalala

have a nice day!

oops! night :)

the platinum moon and shining high and bright!
turn off the lights!
WHOO!


i think i am more of devoting my life to CO!
WHOOHOO!
haha
i dont know why. well CO WAS already super fun and i look forward to it since last year. but this year, lots of stuff cropped up. though i am beat from all those CO stuff, i am happy and contented! really. it really feels great and fun like you are living the way life should be--constructive.

now, with the collar pin thing, even if i wasnt the one designing, not the welfare person, i would still wear it proudly and gladly without being forced to. CO ROCKS!
i must say the reason i sort of 'like' the school is because of CO and the great amount of fun, sense of belonging and the great people i met there. serious. :D

i am really glad i joined the correct cca. in the past, my old cca in pri school i dont even bother to bond or make new friends. just to attend, paint , draw was satisfaction. well i was wrong. bonding is great fun! DUH! i think i said that during interview so now i am the welfare person HAHA

till now, i dont like to school i must say. ok wad shit sc am i.
i dont sing the school song.
i dont like the school.
why should i sing?
that is my principle.
i will only sing it if i like
therefore i dont like people singing the school song

national anthem is diff
since pri one i have been singing it loudly and happily with great pride:D
till pri 5 when dunno why people just dont like it
they dont sing, dont open the mouth
being a twit then, of course i dont sing la. follow people -.-
but then i still mouth the words
today, i really sing the national anthem and the pledge happily and loudly
I LIKE IT THIS WAY.
though my classmates dont sing at all. like i care. i want to. I LIKE!
thats why i once told zengmei i would never migrate
i love other places. i love to travel ( so much like my uncle)haha
but it was last year, when i was stuck in the bloody snowy shiing mountain in japan last year, sick, dying,(serious. not exaggerating)vomitting much that i ever did, 11+ times teh entire day
i wanted to go home. i wanted the char kuay teow( haha though i dont eat it often) and all the yummy singapore stuff then i realised how i loved singapore. ok the people reading this must be thinking i am insane. while zm says she dont want to migrate as teh country's stability. which means i still can see her 30+ years later. she want to die young -.-

okok back to the CO topic
tian lao shi changed my meh meh yun away
she doesnt understand. soemtimes i really find her quite cold-hearted. she doesnt know what are feelings. she doesnt. it was her who changed my old cello away last year, june. exactly a year. now, a year later, she chnaged again, citing that the sound produced not good. HELL. it is like super pretty and got me zengmei's instead. zm is sort of sad. it is no longer hers. well i say it is hers and she can really have it any time she want to. i'll have half the ownership. i want to give it a name. it is now called ( ah mei to the power of five currently) as mentioned, currently is in the name. means tmeporarily till i discuss with zm wad name to give! i dont know. i want to give name to cellos. i really feel very happy and loved if i name it. haha i dont want to call it IT. its so unfeeling. huiyi mentioned that cello people are the most happiest person in the world. dont know. she read it in a book. true. the shape of cello really resembles a human. and you hug it where ever you go and you hug it when you play. i lOVE IT. regardless of how much blisters, stares it gave me and the inconvenience of its size.

last year, when i got meh meh yun, zm told me to be happy. it is the newest and the prettiest. true. the colour and the touch of its wood is really nice. incomparable to the rest.

this year, i got zm's cello. she tole me to be happy AGAIN. because it has the best strings. ok zengmei is really very encouraging and she like some old hag HAHA who always provides GOOD ADVICE from her so-called past experiences. she only older 2yrs how come she so WISE!! my sis even older as if she that good lor -.- i bet even adults wont have a better way to solve things like she does. haha this comments are also agreed by huiyi!

i guess i must count ,myself blessed. i have had once the 'best cello' the 'prettiest cello' and now the 'best cello strings'
arent i lucky? ;D

claire, JIAYOU!


well i am quite unhappy with my results
and happy too
because.......... the lousiness of my results makes me feel bloody embarassed, makes me wanna strive haha
wadever
i know i suck
i cant just stoop there and see everyone fly and soar

humans do change. humans are terrribly complicated beings. arent we? humans are also super fake at times sometimes for oneself and some JUST BECAUSE they have to. example: if you are a GREAT person, then to BE humnble, you have to say some humble stuff and PRETEND you are unhappy about it when you are really happy for yourself. or wad. ridic. humans just change with the course of things..why do PEOPLE just simply dismiss these things as HUMAN NATURE?

PHEW!


real sad now:(
the muffin or cookie or the lumps of shit i baked was REVOLTING
wads wrong?
i havent bake for quite a long time already
now i know when really dont have the mood to bake, the end result really suck.
i totally like forced ,myself to tikam bake lor
the aftermath of CNY when my aunt forced me to bake pineapple tarts with her.
the REVOLTING brand of butter she used
that brand really sucked.
i dont even dare to eat all those CNY goodies bacause of my aunt la
normally the last few years i would gobble it up with my sis :(
hmm
anyway
suddenly thought of wad huiyi said the other day
she imagined how would everyone react when she dies, and when people visit her funeral
haha
she said i wont cry
i am that kind who like will 'ren' haha
ok. she knows me quite well
hmmmmm i dont know why people can just CRY immediately in that kind of situation
i cant
if normally, for fun i can :D
haha
hmm i havent thought of how my funeral when she asked
weird ;)
haha
i havent been doing the things i used to in the past
like drawing and baking and lalalala
busy trying out new things that i cant do the things i used to
i used to be 'creative' in art
now the collar pin thing really makes me a little siao
keep thiking and thinking and thiking
really no idea at all.
in total, i have to draw:
collar pin
cello tee
cello jacket(probably)
science (shit comic strip that miss lim threatened with value marks)
bloody!
art is super good if teachers dont press students
because of pressing, now so many kids in singapore dislike art
WTH!!! art is like super good to people and bring out emotions and ideas and lalala :)
and the collar pin is like way too much already
firstly, people DETEST wearing collar pins la
secondly, if the design suck people would curse and swear at me while wearing it and complaining how hideous it is >:(
thirdly, lei mee and pressing ME!!

the blazer hope ok to can collect on time :)
and i am helping zm do smth evil and 'against the law'
haha
hope i succeed :)
really want to help her.


alright, i guess every single blog in singapore would be ranting about mid-year exams!
haha
anything.....
finally its over
hmm. i kind of like exams haha.... damn exciting. :D
well i dont know whats wrong with me .... going to sunplaza park for swings! every single day this week after school with karen. except on tuesday!
haha.... love the atmosphere!
why? not alot of places in singapore has swings (for adults) DUH!
hmm
than after wards go bras basah find stuff
i am TOTALLY AMAZED by the number of different kinds of linseed oil. really.
oil paint really rocks
i have been waiting for a chance!
find an object, buy a box of oil paint, linseed oil , turpentine and proper palette
and START!
eh nono. a CANVAS!
cool! havent been painting oil paint since pri6 haha.
it really was fun and you need PATIENCE ;D
i want!
i have been waiting for a damn chance la
no time, no money lalala.
oh ya! then we went national library. its like a museum
ok, your YELLOW. SUNNY.ISLAND is so really great!

haha!
then lots of cool stuff there
then we went popular then there are tons of FOR DUMMIES
the series la the book
example : clarinet for dummies
photography for dummies
blah blah
then there is this chinese for dummies
and i read, the chinese words they put in english alphabets so weird la
now i know why angmohs speak so funny
haha
then i was totally READING aloud how to pronounce the weird words to karen
then a china woman came by
i tot she want scold me or wad lor!!!!
WAHAHA i really wanna laugh
she want me and karen help her choose sec one textbook coz her bro in china is coming over to study!
then need take exams mah
then she say want let him see what 'sec ones' are doing now.
ok lor help him choose lor
i am so NICE! :D

hi im yu yun!
catch the next cloud you see!
choc therapy!
capture the moment!
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