Friday, July 04, 2008 @ 8:15 AM
nowadays
hmm..im gonna go into the BOOK MODE!
suddenly feel like reading those thick thick books and finish it and think i very smart hahaanyway i suck lah.my grades really dropped.now must step up!all the fun is over DUH!i have to go home early now. i have to stop going for self prac.i have to go home for afternoon nap to catch up on sleep!i have to stop going places that i often go after school likeerr, the swing? the library? haha and esplanade!whoo!not that often lahjust like that.i was mugging the 2nd semester last year. 1st semester now i realise i have been studying too much. i started to slack and find the REAL ME!now 2nd semester must mug again!!mug mug mugmiss out alot of things i guess.just for those A1s? just for those top positions? damn. singapore is just like that. all about achieving.recently that arrogant coelho sort of let me find and think aboutwhat kind of person am ii think very long lori dont knowshit. how to do art. i dunno myselfi realise, people have been saying that art is the thing you can find and show your true selfbullshit leh i thinkeven if i super sad, when i go 'arting' i will still use bright colours hahaanywaymy goal:is to find myself ( idunno how)promotestopping of global warming and climate change(my very little part)stop wasting food and money, get shallow singaporeans to realise poverty in other countrieshmmmpeople to change for a positive perspective of art.currently all these lai think horlaypeng, my current target(HEHE) is succeedingthat day cereal day i was telling her all those thingsthen she as usual (DONTCAREME)then got geogshe saw those sad pictures of people living in slumps, eating rubbishshe very sadSEE! my first target succeedINGsingaporeans just dont see the big picturewhat they see, what their eyes feed them is pretty trees, shiok aircons, fun, play all thosebut if they see those other countries, they then will realise the truth canall these years of nagging by the government they turn a deaf ear. they just do not realise.recently the miss lim showed us this LETTER IN 2070gosh it really, i think, can change one's opinionit is a ppt, depicting life in 2070life, without WATERdamn, if only the entire world gets to see this ppthahai sound as if like i very ambitious and very like dreaming or think that i am capable or what hahabut just want to promote all these la.i think all these are like SO ESSENTIALget people to see big picture tht they do not see.SEE!
