Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 8:50 PM
this week
i've just woken up
a saturday morning.
day without dazu.
i dont know why and what the hell was i feeling when i went home on the bus after parting with my 'cousin' then i was happy and felt like i've lost something. WHAT feeling is this? -.-
this week loads of things happened which made me ponder about things.
things like tests, NASCO, SC investiture.
like tests right, not really alot la
NASCO ah, ALOT ALOT ALOT AH
then is like i have never realised and thought of that hey! the sec 4s are leaving.
the time before syf, we were just practicing like mad and did not bother.
then it was only after we played finished and waiting for bus then i realised that THEY ARE LEAVING!
the 'farmers' who planted me this 'seed' and i have sprouted like finally.
WHY?
why did they have to leave? it feels like last year again where i was puzzled for a period of time over this. yes though they'll come back, its just different.
i feel like i have lost something, people, nasco, the feeling and the fighting for GWH spirit.
things are just not there.
because they're all major events, the conquering of them is hard to accept. i dont really want to play cello recently or think about how the songs we played sounded like for it hurts to think about the loss of it.
another thing, last night investiture also made people, me, to ponder over stuff.seniors' leaving, i felt like they've been ripped of something they really loved with all their hearts. be it cca or sc.
take yiliang and kinwee and sheng han as example bah,
yiliang and kin wee were great leaders!
really! if not for them, nasco could have never made it.
teamwork is teamwork but there has to be a leader which stands out from the team to lead the team. kind of will miss them :( like at the EAST ZONE CONCERT recently, we got laughed at, we cannot start without a conductor. kin wee was the one who saved the awkward situation.
then i think the most important part of the one-hour investiture was sheng han's speech.
it was totally full of content unlike the rest's -.-
haha
it made alot of people teared.
he was sniffing too!
alright then it was like though he was stressful about the challenges and hardships he faced he also made it through! everyone knows that alot of people dont like him, but there were also tons of people who teared for him!
tsk tsk human nature is hard to define!
ok i'll better go study and GET HIGH MARKS WHOO!! :)
