once again my birthday has passed and i'm OLD :(



haha actually nothing much except for studying alot and taking weird photos haha

:D:D



thanks alot to all those who wished me haha :D

i'm old :(

but i have SIX candles on my cake.

i am STILL YOUNG! :D :D :D



haha did i bit of a 'reflection' now since i'm already so old.

i think 2009's a special year not because its an awesome year but i've done many many

FIRST TIMES :D



like really :D



haha iwannawritethemonapieceofpaperlestiforgetaboutthem :DDD



okay for intances like i errr



GOTTEN MY CELLO GRADE! :D

PERFORMED AT ESPLANADE! :D

GOTTEN GOLD WITH HONOURS WITH MY AWESOME CO :D

DRAGON BOATED :D

GOT MY BAG STOLEN D:

CLIMBED A DUMB MOUNTAIN IN MALYSIA :D

GOTTN A D7 FOR MY PHYSICS D:

---------------AND MANY MORE--------------

haha never write down all but yup this year's a year of many first times :DDD

exams gonna be over like YEAA!!!

okay i know fairly well that i've not posted in a million years
HAHA
lazy mar.

this year's BYD was quite alright.
SC can be fun at times also haha :)
then uh uh
yar just did stupid things
act high all that.
and ZM came!! :D
with two AWESOME COOKIES FOR ME!!!
haha
she never use pre-mix :D
not bad not bad

and omg seeing that bloody idiot makes me wanna puke
canipuke canipuke canipuke
haha then went back my RSS with many people
cause got nothing to do.


i saw my TIAN LAO SHI there!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG
i at first was peeping into the CO room like got little kids holding 3-quarter cellos CHATTING away. HOW CAN! primary school SYF is next year and RSS did like shit in the previous one.
i was from
ART CLUB actually :D the school still hang those that i painted wor!!!
ok then yar then awhile later i saw my TIAN LAO SHI
SUPER SHOCKED!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

TIAN AH!! is this fate haha -.-

yar then i went orchard :D
but my contacts damn dry and my feet hurts from the walking whole day . -.-
so i went home rather early.

YELLOW IS NICE :D


third week into the holidays!! :D

first was more of the ALTC haha damn funny. had fun with melissa and many many funny and cute sec twos in my group.
yay group ONE
i've got a nice tanline! :D

haha
week two well this week, like alot 'socialising' days haha
\never lock myself up and study :(
the main point is i had fun!
like the r5 chalet :)
just different from the r1 i'm in now :(
but it's okay. things will change for the better.
and umm hmm shared many things with jab!
haha when we talk always about the same topic -.-
and i made a list of
i should....
okay its a secret!! :D
haha
then umm gotten my grade time and venue and date? yea
cool.
super cool.

good thing is that its on the 31 july :D got many many time to prac all that
can get distinction!!!! :DD aim high high first

bad things is that it is right after 30 july :( the esplanade!!!
which means the concert will end late at night. lesser than 12 hrs i'm gonna go my exam!!!
OMG OMG OMG

anyway my entire life these months were full of cello. co. study. and the stupid turtle.
no life :( but quite okay
gotten used to bringing cello a few km across singapore from my house to the school :)
dont get blisters as often as i used to :)
but still got the dead skin on my finger due to vibrato ah ha! that i like to peel peel peel!!
PEW PEW PEW
PEEL PEEL PEEL
okay gross.

haha

go CELLO!

cello really do play an important part in me!! :D
the people.
the instrument that has a glorious history.
the nice songs i get to play.
the times i get to get in touch with my inner self.

okay why?
cause in this holidays i got a step further to understand myself better :)
ok its a bad thing.
i lack self-confidence.
the camelot instructor told me. i've seen it myself. believed in it. must jiayou!
my dear old cello--tian. she says that i am not daring. no confidence. must train.
all i could do was to whine at the stupid turtle... hai
haha


okok i can do it!
I CAN!!!
play to the ang moh and get distinction :DDD


co again for this post.
eons ago since i posted.
yesterday was the party!! was simple though
quite sad that people are leaving and the important teachers not coming
but never mind we got ourselves! :)

i found that i really love my cellists!!! whoo hug hug
esp liying :D my water!!
BOILING some more hehe

ok and i was kind of sad and like a bit gan dong when weibin gave me the box of choc
i only gave him a BAR OF MARS -.- i very bad lor
but i got no time. i just rushed around the entire day. grabbed the mars at interchange.
so ya sorry.
though we two not like some super close friends, but it really did matter wor!!

cheers to welfare!!

i will miss him de!! :)

i must highlight this that alot people think welfare is rubbish -.-
but it really isn't.
:) must show pride!!

then err today sat got xiaoke
tian was screaming like hell
keep touching her heart.
should be high blood pressure.
keep saying we make her blood boil....
say our brains flooded with water so keep making mistakes -.-

then say what after exams dont want teach le
WTH!!
how can like that la!
but i keep laughing at her haha
i DONT KNOW TOO!!
but i must say this that since i start to learn cello, must continue on until the end of my learning journey---DIPLOMA!
its not really an aim but something that i should be responsible when learning things, right to the end.

so ya no matter how long it takes :)
excited!! can see my CACTUS on monday!
wonder how much have you grown
:)


whoo!
mid years' are here! i am disgusted by the intensive practicing of math -.-
i see maths like can do
cannot do skip
tomorrow is english and chinese!!
so scared!!
i have never been afraid of language papers :(
cause my recent essay tests were horrid
like got alot alot EXP then she underline underline underline
if not is my second essay test, 13/15 for language but format wrong so i got 3/15
and i got 16/30!
wow wow
-.-
very sad hai

jiayou! like what fu sheng said! jiayou!
haha
study study hard hard pwn people :)


i've just woken up
a saturday morning.
day without dazu.

i dont know why and what the hell was i feeling when i went home on the bus after parting with my 'cousin' then i was happy and felt like i've lost something. WHAT feeling is this? -.-

this week loads of things happened which made me ponder about things.
things like tests, NASCO, SC investiture.

like tests right, not really alot la

NASCO ah, ALOT ALOT ALOT AH
then is like i have never realised and thought of that hey! the sec 4s are leaving.
the time before syf, we were just practicing like mad and did not bother.
then it was only after we played finished and waiting for bus then i realised that THEY ARE LEAVING!
the 'farmers' who planted me this 'seed' and i have sprouted like finally.
WHY?
why did they have to leave? it feels like last year again where i was puzzled for a period of time over this. yes though they'll come back, its just different.
i feel like i have lost something, people, nasco, the feeling and the fighting for GWH spirit.
things are just not there.
because they're all major events, the conquering of them is hard to accept. i dont really want to play cello recently or think about how the songs we played sounded like for it hurts to think about the loss of it.

another thing, last night investiture also made people, me, to ponder over stuff.seniors' leaving, i felt like they've been ripped of something they really loved with all their hearts. be it cca or sc.
take yiliang and kinwee and sheng han as example bah,

yiliang and kin wee were great leaders!
really! if not for them, nasco could have never made it.
teamwork is teamwork but there has to be a leader which stands out from the team to lead the team. kind of will miss them :( like at the EAST ZONE CONCERT recently, we got laughed at, we cannot start without a conductor. kin wee was the one who saved the awkward situation.

then i think the most important part of the one-hour investiture was sheng han's speech.
it was totally full of content unlike the rest's -.-
haha
it made alot of people teared.
he was sniffing too!
alright then it was like though he was stressful about the challenges and hardships he faced he also made it through! everyone knows that alot of people dont like him, but there were also tons of people who teared for him!

tsk tsk human nature is hard to define!

ok i'll better go study and GET HIGH MARKS WHOO!! :)


i know i dont usually blog
but this time i am blogging for the sake of GWH!
alright that was yesterday.
it really was a tough, long arduous journey without doubt.
we all couldnt have done it without each other.
the laughter, anger, tears, disappointment... we've all been through them!!
really!
and i've learnt what was really really called tears of joy
like i used to think that happy then happy, laugh and smile, wont go to the extent of tearing.

tears of joy: uncontrolled flow of tears which comes automatically with joy!
i totally already start when at the 5th bar of shi cheng la !!!
haha
but i was thinking i cant cry cause i'm playing now hehe
then immediately went out i felt GREAT!
we played very very well!
even if we gotten lower than our expectations, in my heart it was LEAPS above GWH!
it was the spirit and love we put into which made it happen and sound awesome!

:)

totally crying my mad haha
my contacts never float!
i know some people sure dont like GWH but its ok cause what matters is that we have done what we ought to and are happy with it :)

thank you seniors!
zengmei junyan shumei huiyi catherine joel fusheng
and my batch!
huijie liying gracie

though we may have conflicts on how to play some parts or how to do maths! haha
i love you all seriously!
though we cant be 'together' forever, it was what we have had together that mattered :)

aww!!! what a moment!
i swear i'll never forget

23th APRIL 2009
GOLD WITH HONOURS

ps: i feel disgusted. why do my classmates can be so self-centred and superb muggers.
there is no need to mug do much for good results. marks are ink spread across impeccable sheets of paper in a particular way that some makes people happy.

hi im yu yun!
catch the next cloud you see!
choc therapy!
capture the moment!
meh meh yun :D
toto toot :D
colours!

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